Lost Memories: An Anidala Story

Dear Anakin

He started his day just as any other day now that he was in cursed suit. Even thought he was an iconic figure in his new Galactic Empire and that he was a Sith he was still human. He missed her terribly. He would cry. She was the light and joy of his life. She was the whole reason he would consider leaving the Jedi Order. She was the reason he ultimately turned to the Sith. He needed to see her someway somehow, but it was impossible. His master failed to teach him how to keep people from dying. He realized all of this sobbing wouldn't do anything so he left his qabbrat to start his day. He saw that the ship was in the same system as Coruscant. He knew Padmé's apartment was there and he still might be able to find something of hers there. He sent someone to prepare his personal ship. He was going to find something of hers somehow. When he landed he immediately went towards 500 Republica. He immediately ordered he be taken to the apartment of Senator Amidala. Just saying her name was awful. When he entered her apartment he felt terrible. He checked to make sure no one was in there. When he was done he immediately started to cry at the sight of her things. All the memories between them in this place. He started searching for anything. He found a letter in a drawer. When he opened it he saw it was addressed to him but never finished. He began to read it. "Dear Anakin, ...

It was a rainy morning in Coruscant. It had been a month since Anakin left for the war again. She found out the most wonderful news that day and she wished he was here next to her so she could tell him. That was the day she found out she was pregnant. She didn't know yet if it was a boy or girl, but she really didn't care at the moment. She was overwhelmed with so many thoughts. She was happy that she could have a family of her own but what would she do about the fact that she was in a secret marriage. It would be awful for both of them if anyone were to find out. Anakin would be thrown out of the Order and she wouldn't be able to serve in the Senate anymore. She began to write a letter to him saying all the wonderful things that have happened since he left. She was called for an emergency Senate meeting and never finished the letter.

After reading the letter he fell back again and wept once more. How afraid she was because of this yet how happy she was to finally have her own family. And then he killed that family by killing her, their child, and ultimately himself. If only he were able to prevent that fate he gave to all of them. But he couldn't because you cant change what's done, you can't go back in time, you can't try to change the hurt feelings, and you can't mend the broken hearts. That was what hurt him the most.