My mom and I leave the house to go to my new counselor at "Litchfield counseling office" to see Alex Vause. I don't want to go to anymore counselors I didn't need any help I knew that nobody could help me but my mom thought other wise. So we arrive 5 mins early to fill out the paperwork so they enter the office and greeted by the front desk lady with a cool accent. me and my mom walk over to the lady and is greeted once again but with her name this time "Good morning, my name is lorna morello,but you can call me morello how can I help you." my mom looked at me so I said "Hi,my name is Piper Chapman i have a 11:00 o'clock appointment with Alex Vause and papers to fill out because i'm new here and whatever." morello handed me the papers and I handed the papers to my mom and we went to sit down in 3 mins a tall beautiful lady came out the door and said "Piper chapman" I look at her mom then back at the beautiful women then back at her mom her mom told her to go so I stood up and walked over to the women and said "ye.....s... ma'...'am" I stuttered, the lady said "hi piper i'm alex." and her sexy husky voice gave piper a chill up her whole body "come on back" alex said so alex and I walk to a dark room and alex stood on the side and motioned her hand in the room I walked in and sat on the couch alex came in and shut the door and sat in her chair and stared at me her gorgeous eyes were piercing and i started to say something but decided not to so she did alex said "so piper let's get to know each other." i still didn't say anything. Alex pulled out some uno card and asked "do you like uno?" i nodded so we played uno and i said "will my name is piper i'm 15 years old i live with my mom my dad raped me when i was 7 until my mom kicked him out so i try to forget my past by cutting it doesn't work that will." i concluded alex just looked at me almost about to cry she wiped her eyes and said " i'm am so so so sorry that your had to go through that."
"it's fine it not your fault that my dad hates me, i don't even want to be here like i wish i was dead i'm a worthless piece of shit and.." i start to cry alex gets up and tries to comfort me by hugging me and rocking me but what she didn't know is that i have new cuts so my arm and they burned really bad so when she put her arms around me i flinched and grabbed my arm and started rubbing it and pulled up my sleeve and looked at my arm where i had the new cut and all the scares around it alex looked at my arm and just stared so i pulled my sleeve down and looked at her and she stared at me so we were just staring at each other until she spoke " why do you think that?"
"because it's true i should die. nobody loves me"
"your mom loves you your friends love you your boyfriend loves you"
"i don't have a boyfriend i don't go that way."
"oh your girlfriend loves you"
"my girlfriend died last night from suicide."
"i'm sorry "
"thanks"
and by that time it was time to leave so alex and i got up and walked to the door i looked at alex's piercing green eyes and gave her a hug she returned the hug and whispered in my ear " i love you". and then went back to the main office when i see my mom asleep so i wake her up and i ask if she set up my next appointment she said "yes, did you like it"
"yeah it was ok"
*for the rest of pipers week all she could think of was alex and what she said*
