So is Monday morning I find out that I have counseling today. so I get ready and everything I get dressed I take A shower and get dressed and I was really nice today and so I go downstairs to make me some breakfast Make me a bowl of cereal and eat an apple then I go to my mom and tell her it's time to leave "Mom is coming over and we're going to be late."
" Ok why you dress so nice today?"
" no reason" So we're on our way to counseling so excited well I guess I don't really know alex is going to say when she sees me I'm really worried like I don't even know I feel like this could be a Make It or Break It decision dressing nice but I love her and I don't know what she will think I don't know if she loves me or not wait, does she hate me what if i'm not what I not her patient anymore what if she not my Counselor all these thoughts going through my head I don't know what to do so i just think happy thoughts and by the time i do were already in the office so i go in because my mom had to do something and she gave me $100 dollars so i go to and ask morello if i can get an extra hour session she says "do your have $100 dollars?"
"Yes ma'am here you do" i hand her the money
"Ok i'll tell her she will have you for another hour"
I nod my head and go sit down and i few seconds later i get on my phone and look at all my photos and i see how happy i was and after that see alex come out in really tight black legging that hug her ass perfect she looks at me so i get up and walk over to her and she says "let's go" and because we were the only one in the building and morello was on the phone so she wasn't paying attention to us so when i walked passed her she smacked my ass and continued walking to her small office then she says "so we have two hours together, do you wanna talk or do?"
"Do." i get up and walk over to alex and kisses her cheek and then her lips she bites my bottom lip for entrance i let her in she picks me up and bring me to the couch and kisses me all over and nibbles on my neck and when she found my sweet spot i let out a small moan. Alex's hands roam my body and kisses wherever she can. Alex removes all my straps and kisses my shoulder and pulls my dress down and looks at me in nod giving her permission and she grabs my breast and massage one and kisses the other then pulls my dress and bra down lower and works her way down to my belly button and massage my click until i'm really wet and looks at me i say "please stop teasing me baby." So alex takes off my panties and puts one finger in and i arch my back as she puts in another i moan her name but not to loud then she goes faster and faster then somebody knocks on the door and alex tells me "you need to cry baby ok morello will think you are talking about your depression."
"Alex i can't just cry"
"ok ready"
"For what" alex punches me in the stomach and i start to cry and alex puts my dress back on me and tells me to put my hands in my face so i did as the told me she fixed my hair and hers to so she went to the door and opened it and morello ask if they needed anything alex said something to because it was almost lunchtime so alex handed her a $50 and told her to get some chinese food. So morello went to go the food so while she was gone alex went over to me and rubbed my stomach and wipes away my tears and kisses me and tells me "i'm so so so sooo sorry baby. I didn't know what to do."
" it's ok i would of did the same thing" we hug and sit together just looking in each others eyes and we hear morello knocking at the door so alex gets up and gets the door and morello has the food and the change alex takes the food and change and thanks morello and morello leaves. Alex come sits by me and hands me a cantoinr and a fork i just look at her and she says "are your gonna eat?" She says with a confused look on her face
"I thought you knew i don't eat food."
"Then what do you eat?"
"Tissue and I only drink water"
"Babby,why :( *makes really sad face *
"I'm so sorry."i look at the clock and i see it's almost time to go so i hand her the food and head out the door but before i could alex grabbed me and said "don't do this to yourself, please" i give her a hug that lasted a while and all i can say is that "i'm sorry" so i go out and see my mom waiting for me so we go back home she asked if i was hungry and i said no bc i ate at the office so i go to my room and cry myself to sleep then i wake up and see what time it is it's only 10 at night and i look at my phone and see i have all these messages from this number and see that they are from alex? How did she even get my number
A:piper i really need to talk to you.
A:PLEASE piper it's really important!!!!
A: i'm sorry
A:piper please don't hate me but when you get this please call me i have to hear your voice.
