"A steady beat goes 1, 2, 3, 4, a steady heart goes I Love You More." ~Treble Heart By; Anna Graceman
Jack:
I paced the corridor of my house, my hands in my hair, my eyes full of tears. He had been leading me on the entire time. I felt like I had been beaten. My stomach hurt, ached, bubbled with anger, regret, sadness, resentment. My head pounded, like I had been beaten over the head with a hammer. My heart ached and I couldn't shake this terrible empty feeling. That feeling would never leave me.
I collapsed against the wall and slid down it, now sitting on the floor and recalling the past events. My home was dark and now so was my mind. My nose ran and tears wouldn't stop falling. I rocked back and forth. This feeling of emptiness took me over. I sobbed and screamed out his name, but I knew that he would never come to my aid. Never again.
I banged my head on the wall and continued to cry. I wiped my eyes and face continuously on my sleeve, but it didn't help. Memories twisted and spurred in my head, eating away at the back of my mind.
*Earlier*
Markimoo: Hey...can I call you, I need to talk to you...
Jackaboy: Sure babe go right ahead I'm not doin anythin :P
Markimoo: Okay....
My phone rang and I smiled, swiping to answer the call from the one I loved.
"Hey you whats up?" I said smiling and awaiting an answer. He cleared is throat and my smile disappeared.
"Sean, listen, I gotta tell you the truth man..all of those months, the visits the presents...I'm sorry I lead you on for so long but, its over..I can't do it anymore, I've already moved on..so you should too."
At first, I was only in shock.
"W-wait. what?" I said starting to tremble and shiver. "No, t-this can't be. Mark don't please!"
He sighed again, "Sean, no. You don't. Goodbye Sean." And with that he ended the call.
I tried texting him, messaging, emailing, skyping, calling....he wouldn't answer.
I went on Facebook to try and message him. But what I saw was the thing that drove me over the edge.
Markiplier: FINALLY! SINGLE! :D
I threw my phone, and began to break down.
I sat now with my head in my hands, watching as the tears fell onto the cold hardwood floor. I slowly got up and picked up my phone and sent one simple text to him.
"No one will love you like I loved you Mark..." Then took a picture of the ring box I had in plan for the next time we were together, but those dreams would never come true.
With that I went up to my room, laid quietly in bed, and fell into a deep sleep that I would never wake up from.
News Excerpt:
On Monday, April 21st of 2016 Irish YouTuber, Sean William Mcloughlin, more commonly known as Jacksepticeye. Was found dead in his home after his neighbors had reported that they hadn't seen him in a week.
Mark:
I did this, it's all my fault....He died of a broken heart, because of me....I'm so fucking stupid.
I hugged his gravestone.
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry....I regret every decision I've ever made....Sean..." I said as the tears watered the ground below.
"And no one would ever like you like I did...." I whispered.
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