Chapter 15

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⚠️WARNING SMUT⚠️
If some of you guys don't like it or don't like the word ass,dick, pussy. And not to be mean...then get off if it bothers you.
‼️ also contains smut(sex)‼️
This chapter is long btw
And I know that my last "smut sense" wasn't very good because that was my first time writing it and now I gotten better so hopefully this one is good.;)
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Kayla POV

Has Hayes threw me on to the bed,I remember the first time that we had sex together it was good but not great so this time I feel I should do better for him and me. I'm really unsure about this, we have been moving so fast. I don't know why I feel this way, we've been near each other for about 3 weeks and with Christmas  break and all and also somethings wrong at are school, I think the electronics are messed up, that's why we haven't been to school. I have some much stuff on my mind, I'd almost forgot that Hayes was standing in front of me.

"Are you okay?" Hayes asked me and his stands at the end of his bed.

"No..." I said almost of the edge of crying because how much stress I have weighing on my shoulders.

"Why?" He asked.

"There some many things on my mind, like are school. When are we going to go back to school. And us. What are we? And my dad.What happens if he comes here and beats me up again? I feel what... "I said pointed at the two of us. " we 'have' is going way to fast. I like you but, I'm not sure if you feel the same. I'm not just a hit and run? Do you really love me? I just need time." I said and walked out of his room and went down and stairs and left. I didn't know where to go. I love my family but my dad is always hitting me and telling me what to do. I miss my sister and my brothers even though the might not feel the same way. My mom was the glue for this family, she hold everyone together so we can be one happy family. When my mom was here my dad didn't drink and didn't hit me;and my siblings would hang out me with.But that's all gone forever.... I started walking to the beach because Hayes house is not that far away from the beach. It was 8:35pm and it was beautiful outside the cold wind hitting my checks and my breath was showing on the cold night. I love it here in Florida, right now it's 'winter' for us so it's not has hot has it should be. I really hate all this, its going so fast, like he didn't used to know me and now he can't stop touching me. I wish I could be more popular so I know him longer than now. I mean... I KNOW him but not that much....

Hayes POV

Was she right? I'm so confused like we did kinda just met but I feel like we know each other for like the longest time. I've seen her around school and thought why people are saying the things about her and they all said that she weird and different from us, so I'd just listen and didn't care to talk to her. The  only thing that I know about her is that she fucking hot,her mother died about 2 years ago, and that she lives with a drunk person and her sister, well... she acts like a bitch. I heard of her older brothers but never actually 'HEARED' about them. I wonder if all this is a mistake. Like I wouldn't have been 'with' her if it wasn't for Jack and Luke. If it wasn't for them I'd probably still be making fun of her if I didn't get to know her.And if it wasn't for Luke and Jack, I won't fall in love with the person that I want every second. I'm so confused I wish I could tell her why everything is all a rush but she will never forgive me. And I would never forgive myself too. I wish we did know each other and we're friends because she awesome to hang out with and she so chill and have good vibes. I need to talk to her now and make her understand why I need her and why she needs me and I going to ask to be my girlfriend....

Kayla's POV

I was walking down the shore of the beach. I love it when the cold water splash against my feet and the sand goes between my toes. As I was walking ,I was thinking that I should go back and say sorry to Hayes for asking him all those questions and putting him on the spot like that. I don't want to lose him I'd just.... I don't know anymore. I give up on life. Basically everyone at my school hates me expected Hayes... Well I think? And my dad doesn't want me anymore. Where am I going to go after this week, when school starts and when is school starting? I can't just live with the Griers that be weird. And everything around felt like it kept spinning and spinning until someone tap my shoulder so lightly.

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