With every inhale comes an exhale.
When I inhale I breath in all that has happened and when I exhale I forget all that has happened.
I become numb.
The cigarette subdues me. I belong to it.
I hold onto my cigarette like its a piece of me, because it is.
It has been there for me when no one else has.
It is the only thing that I can depend on.
My little friend.
-wildwildgirl