Jealous (JiCheol)

Final

It's been 6 months since Jihoon and Seungcheol broke up.

Their break up wasn't the dramatic kind, like when one cheats and they get in a fight and they break up.

Nope. Their break up was pretty simple. They went to their room talked about how things have changed, talked about how they have drifted apart and then decided that it would be best to just go their separate ways.

The past six months have been pretty quiet for Jihoon's liking.

He still does his daily routine; wake up, take a bath, make breakfast, eat, go to school, study, go home, write a new chapter, sleep and repeat. It has always been like that. But before it was much more fun, with Seungcheol's sappy comments, with Seungcheol's surprise hugs, with Seungcheol's everything.

It just seems so dull living in their apartment all alone.

It just doesn't feel like a home anymore. It feels empty and hollow.
Oh how he misses that dork that used to be his.

And to top it all, he can't find the inspiration to complete his stories. Usually he'd just sit in front of the computer and then type away. He never understood how writer's block worked because ideas always pop out of his mind. Which is why he's pretty famous online.

Jihoon is a famous online writer that goes by the name Woozi. Only Soonyoung, Seungcheol and Seungkwan knew.

Soonyoung because they were bestfriends since forever, Seungkwan because he just knows everything, and Seungcheol because he was his boyfriend.

Jihoon has written stories that everyone loved. Everyone in his school loved his stories but of course they didn't know it was him. He finds it very amusing to watch the other students that ignore him, be so engrossed into his story.

It's very touching to see them enjoy his stories. To see them giggle at the things his characters do. To cry when one of his character die, well not all of them cry when a character die. Some would curse at him and some just won't give up.

Jihoon clearly remembers that one time when he decided to kill the main character's best friend. The very next day, this one girl just stood there in the middle of the cafeteria while holding her phone, and she just announced her message for me right there.

She went like; "You may hay have killed my favourite character but you will never kill my spirit or my love for them or my ability to talk about them for an irritatingly long amount of time or my ability to come up with increasingly implausible explanations for how they really survived."

She got after school detention for it tho.

After that happened Seungcheol and Soonyoung ran to him and just laughed. They ran all the way from across the cafeteria to laugh.

He misses those times. Those times when the three of them were inseparable.

They hanged out every time they could, tho sometimes Soonyoung would go run off somewhere because as he said ;

"I do not want to be forever the third wheel/ cockblock in this relationship. I know you guys want to have moments with just the two of you and that's okay with me."

Oh how he wants to turn back time. That's actually why he writes up until now.

Back then he used to write because he enjoys it, because it's his passion. No, it's not just because of that.
Sure those are still some of the reasons but now he writes stories to heal what has been hurt, to change fates design, to save what has been lost and to bring back what once was his.

But of course things doesn't work that way. What has been hurt will never heal, fates design will never change, what has been lost shall never be saved and what was once his will never come back. It hurts but it's the truth.