Confused (EXO,JONGSHIN fanfic)

Chapter 4[metalic heart]

Shin hye's POV
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I woke up and i took a hot bath because it's freaking winter and i do not want to freeze,After that,I wore my black and white long sleeved fitt dress and my superstar also to match it with a bubble jacket

Hmm..chanyeol wanted to meet me here at the town's park.Aish.Where could that pabo be.

30 minutes later

Aishh whats taking him so long?...

1 hour later

What the!? He told me to come here for nothing?! You know what? Hes eating my saturday time for myself!..

Hmm..five more minutes

5minutes later

Aish thats it! Im leaving! ARGHHH that pabo! I belived him because...

I..

I L-

"Cool.You came" i heard a deep voice coming from behind me

I saw chanyeol wearing a black shirt black jogger pants and a bubble jacket bc winters starting

I was dumbfounded and i just stared at him.

Then suddenly i saw everything slowly..they say when your in love..that person slows down in your vision..he walked approaching me,slowly..

Very slowly..
When he was in front of me,i was still staring at him

"Yah,Staring is rude" he said while smiling..

His tiny dimples appeared..

I snapped out of reality

"Uh.I wasnt staring" i defended

He inched his face closer to mine until where a thumbnail apart

Then he spoke slowly
"You sure you werent staring?" He smiled and winked.He pulled his face away
"Uhm..A-Anyway..w-what do you want?" I stuttered

"Aww,You stuttering, princess?" He asked me and smirked

"It's just chilly" he held my hand and he brought me to the swings

When we sat on the swing he took one of my hands and he draw tiny circles on them while we were laughing

Then he turned serious..

Then suddenly..his fingers started lacing its way to my fingers making our palms stick together and he intertwined our hands..

He looked at me and smiled..then he looked away

"Shin hye-ah..Youre my bestfriend right?"

Bestfriend.

"Uhm..yeah why?"

"I dont want to be your bestfriend anymore.Im tired.I Am So tired."

My heart broke to pieces..

"....i am so tired of waiting" he continued

I looked straight at him
He looked at me

Then music played from the park speakers

Forevermore-Side A

There are times..When i just want to look at your face and the stars in the night...

"Shin hye ahh..Everynight..I stare at the sky and I talk to the stars.."

...There are times..When i just want to feel your embrace..at the cold night...

"Sometimes..I just want you to hug me..especially when i have problems"