the best thing.

then this happened

As I began to walk out, Bryce ran after me and hugged me until I started crying. He didn't mean for me too, but being in his embrace and smelling his vanilla and coconut mixture made me start tearing up and eventually crying. He's the love of my life and always will be. I know this when I look into his eyes and he smiles that big gorgeous smile.
Bryce lets go and makes things 10279163917391639171 times harder for me to walk the other way knowing what an incredible boy is behind me.
I know things can never work and he probably doesn't even think of my like that. I've only been his best friend online for about 5 years now. he's made It obviously that's all I am to him and I'm going to have to except that. He will text me in the morning and tell me how nice it was to meet me finally and that will be it for about 2 months. or until he's done being busy with all these gorgeous and amazing girls.
I turn around one last time, and see him smiling his huge and amazing smile. Bryce walks forward but it turned around by his body guards. he knows we can't stay together for a long time. he has other people to attend to, that's how it is and how it is always going to be.