The Abstract Mined

how I think

It's weird I can stay happy for little bit then I'm sad.I could choose a emotion but I would not like after a while.one day I was walking with some friends and we stoped at a light but I went to run it I almost got hit...my friends called me a dum ass, then that night I tried to go to bed but my mind keeped wondering,how would care if I went...but I hate my self some times,I feel like a failure but I have one really good friend.If you want me to finish this story tell me tks