Yes She's Yours (z.m)

Chapter 6

After Zayn left , i went back into the living room to make sure everything was off and went it my room.Before i went to my room ,i went to Brooklyns room to check on her .When i opened the door and peaked in i saw Brooklyn sleep ,her lips parted slighted and she was lightly snoring .It brought a smile to my face to know that Brooklyn was mine.But my smile faded as i thought about Zayn ,I still love him and he doesnt know that .Brooklyn doesnt know her father and he dosent even know that he has a child .i wonder how im going to tell him,or if im going to tell him at all ,im thinking all this as i close the door to Brooklyns room and walk to mine .I sigh and walk to my bathroom ,i start to take off my make up when my phone rings from my bedroom.i walk into my room and pick up my phone to a text from Perrie.

Perrie: hey its me ,i was wondering if we are still on for tomorrow?

Me: of course , where and what time

Perrie: lunch at Nandos ? Around 12

Me: Sure ,ill drop Brooklyn at my friends and ill meet you there

Perrie: Great! well ill see you tomorrow then :-)

Me:see ya!

I throw my on my bed and walk back into my bathroom.I finish taking off my make up and take a shower .When i get out of the shower ,brush my teeth and get some clothes on.I put on undergarments,some shorts from victoria secert and a white tank top . When im done i plug up up my phone and hop in bed . I close my eyes and start to drift off when i hear crying .I sigh and pull the covers from my body .i stand up and start walking towards Brooklyns room ,when i get to her room i pick her up from her bed and cradle her in my arms."Shh baby im here, its ok" i say while rocking her back and forth .After a little while she stops crying and says"Wheres Daddy?" out of confusion and shock i say "huh" "mummy wheres daddy?" she ask again." Daddys away" i say ,i cant just come out of nowhere and say Zayns your dad and he doesnt know about you." Does he love us?" she ask looking up at me with eyes full of sadness ."babe, of course he loves us,now come on " i say while putting her on my hip and and grabbing her favorite teddy bear.The teddy bear was From Zayn,He gave it to me before he went on X-Factor.I have always loved that bear and when Brooklyn was born i gave it to her ,ever since she wont sleep without it .I walk out of her room and it to mine ,i lay her down in the middle of the bed and i get in.I pull the cover over us and roll over so im laying on my back.I think about what i has to do tomorow. So when i wake up i have to get ready,get Brooklyn ready,drop brooklyn off at my Graces ,get some coffee,and head to Nandos.Which means ill proably have to get up at 10:00am .I groan and grab my phone ,i set my alarm and then go to text Grace,probaly should have done that earlier .

Me:Hey Grace i was wondering if you would mind looking after Brooklyn for a couple hours please?

After i send the message i get a reply within a couple of mintues

Grace: Of course ,Love i would love to .What time?

Me:Around 11:30ish .Thanks love!

Grace: Np

I didnt reply after that and i lock my phone ,and put it under my pillow .i close my eyes when i hear "What did he look like?" a small voice says .I turn towards Brooklyn to see her eyes are open and shes staring right back at me ."What are you taking about Brooke?" i ask confused and still in shock that shes up ,i thought she was sleep. "my daddy" she says .Oh shit .I thought we were over this.Might as well tell her since she asked ."Your daddy was very cute,He had really pretty hazel eyes ,blackish browish hair .He was always happy,He was really nice .Always sang songs to me ,He was amazing ,Brooke and you would love him . You look like him" i say to her smiling as i thought about Zayn ."now sleep baby" i say kissing her forehead .i turn back around and start thinking that maybe Brooklyn knowing her dad and him would be a good idea. Moments later i feel my eyes start to tear up .Tears stream down my face and i lay there in my bed with my child silently crying .I drift off to sleep still crying .