Forever And Always

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FOREVER AND ALWAYS

    PROLOGUE

I was so lost in my music that I didn't hear the door open and hushed voices talking, that were quickly silenced. My fingers continued to glide over the keys while weaving together the perfect melody. They started to play a melody that I instantly started to sing along with everything in me. It was a song with a lot of meaning to me.

"Come on skinny love just last the year,

Pour a little salt we were never here,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

I tell my love to wreck it all,

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...

Right in the moment this order's tall.

And I told you to be patient,

And I told you to be fine,

And I told you to be balanced,

And I told you to be kind,

And in the morning I'll be with you,

But it will be a different kind,

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,

And you'll be owning all the fines.

Come on skinny love, what happened here?

Who will love you?

Who will fight?

And who will fall far behind?"

It felt like I wasn't in the room anymore. It felt like I was floating out of my body, way up in the sky watching my life crumble beneath me. All the pain I felt, all the worries, all the fears that I had felt over the past two years disappeared, I could see it all happen to me, but I could no longer feel it.

When you're as sick as I am this can happen a lot, the imagining I mean. The wishing that you'll wake up and it will all be just a massive nightmare and you'll wake up in his arms and he'll kiss your forehead and comfort you and tell you it was all just a dream, the whole reality that is your horrible life was all just a dream. Then you'll go to the doctor just incase and you'll get the all clear to go and live your healthy and happy normal life.

 Illness does that to you, it makes you wish for everything you took for granted before and everything that once seemed so normal but now feels like a glorious dream. I still, even at this stage of my illness, expect to wake up and for it to be over, for there to not even had been a beginning.

 Everyone wants an escape from reality, and my reality is somewhat harder than others but my escape from all the deep shit in my life is music. I don't just listen to it,  I play it. I sing it. I feel it.

"Come on skinny love,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my...

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my. "

I finished with a deep sigh and a tear streaming down my cheek because of all the happy memories, that tore me apart but also that sometimes kept me together, flooded into my mind when playing this song and I felt my mind return, from my escape back to my piano room when I heard applause coming from behind me. I snapped straight back to reality. I whipped my head around to see who it was, and my eyes widened and my jaw dropped to the floor and a gasp escaped from my lips.

I didn't care about the aching pains all over my body from my illness and the pain that was there ever since "he" left, all I cared about was that the five most important people in my life, who didn't even know how important they were to me (well maybe except for one of them), were standing in front of me. Applauding me.

The people who's music inspired me, kept me strong when I felt alone and in my darkest places, made me happy and showed me the light.

My inspiration. One Direction.