"Why do you think I want him?" I ask, feeling my cheeks turn crimson.
"It's obvious.." Matt says, smiling still.
Curse him and his adorable smile.
I bit my bottom lip, trying to hold back the truth but I couldn't. I wanted to explode.
So I did.
"Fuck. I've liked him for years. I've always wanted there to be an us, I've tried telling him and dropping hints. I like him a lot.." I say.
He had a confused look on his face.
"Shane." He says, looking at the door.
I turn around and see Shane standing in the doorway, his face was pale and he was clenching his teeth.
"Shane.. No.." I try to say but he shakes his head and walks out of the door.
I stand up and walk out, choking back tears and shaking.
"Rach.." I heard my name.
"Leave me alone." I say to whoever it was.
"Talk to me."
It was Brian.
I felt him grab my wrist gently, tightening his grip when I tried to keep waking.
"Come on." He insists, pulling me to his room.
I was to weak to put up any type of fight, so I let him drag me.
He shut his door and proceeded to lock it while I stood there like a lost puppy.
"Are you okay?" He asks, turning around and looking me in the eye.
I shook my head, taking a seat on his bed. He sat next to me.
"Who hurt you." He used his index finger to wipe away a few tears.
"It's nothing.. Just people are stupid and then I like someone and then Shane hears.." I stutter, trying to talk clearly but talking over myself.
Brian had a look of confusion, like he was trying to make sense of what happened, and his face lit up.
"Shane's a total douche." He says.
I just shake my head again, tears escaping.
Brian embraces me into a hug, holding me very close while I cried into his chest.
"It'll be okay. I promise." He promises me.
"No it won't. Shane hates me, and now everybody hates me.. And-" I got to say but get cut off.
Brian was kissing me. His soft lips met mine and he had my cheek cupped in his right hand.
And I was kissing him back too.
He pulls away, his cheeks looking like they've been slapped lightly and a smirk on his face.
"I gotta go." I say, standing up and leaving his room.
What the fuck did I just do?
