She doesn't know how to handle things
Everythings spiralling out of control...
Sometimes she can convince herself she's not really alive...
maybe she's in a nightmare... and she just cant wake up?
You would never guess her secret if you know her
She hides it so well...
she seems so happy...
do you want to know her secret?
she cuts herself
She doesn't know why and she doesn't understand why she resolved to it, but one thing she does know..
She can't stop
But why?
When she feels out of control...overwhelmed with emotion...cutting helps her calm down and able to think...but at the same time... When she feels so numb... empty...cutting helps her feel alive even for a minute.
She always gave but she never received...and she never felt good enough... Important enough
Who would care if I self harm? Everyone is better off without me
That's what she told herself everyday
She was everything she despised
Sometimes she would sit in her room crying...a razor blade in her hand's at the ready...hearing the laughter of other's...she never felt more alone...and yet no one noticed? She just wants a hug...someome to love her and tell her everything is gonna be okay...and that they cared
So why didn't they?
Sometimes she thought about dying, just taking a load of pills...and ending everything
She would never do it, but sometimes she really wanted to
Who would care after all... right?
She was only 12 a lonely an misunderstood girl by the time she was 13...her body was covered in scars and cuts... She just wants to be loved
Is it too much to ask?
She always tries to be everyones else's idea of perfect...and she completely forgot who she is.
She lies to her friends and family so she doesn't see the tears of dissapointment in their eyes.
She wants someone to understand...to care...but it isn't happening
Who knows if she ever escaped self harm?
Who knows if anyone cares for her?
One day, you might even realize you've known her all along...that girl that tells you she's cold...she could be hiding it all under a smile
She needs someone
There's a girl, do you want to know her secrete?
She self harm's
So help her
Cause that's all she wants...(needs)
Can you guess who she is?
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Short but true stories
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