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Love will make you do strange things. Jarius would make me think he would be different but he wasn't he was no different. I would sit around the house for several months not want to go anywhere. I lost myself and forgot who I was and it made me go into a depression stage and it was hard to get out of it. I didn't think anyone could fix it. Therefore, I would walk around school with a hoodie on so no one could see my face and I would barely eat. The saddest thing about the situation was he moved on but I didn't . I was hurt the person I gave my virginity to and my world did me dirty and I was so confused how he moved on so fast. I thought he would at least say he was sorry but he didn't, he would walk past me and laugh at me with his friends. He would make me feel like I was nothing but he forgot that I knew everything about him. Such as, where his mom and his dad work at and how much money comes inside there house.( I know you guys are probably thinking she is not going after him with revenge this way but I did.) When you're hurt you do a lot of things that you may not do when your in your right mind. Well I did it because it was part of me getting back to my normal self and I needed myself to get back my normal self because things wouldn't be good if so.
*Few months later*
I was back to my normal self I dressed better I talked better. When I walked into a room I owned it because I realized that sometimes people will try to steal your joy but its up to you if you allow them to. Jarius dates some tramp Melissa. I'm not mad at all because I'm in a better place now . When I see him I'm friendly as possible. I even speak because my mother always taught me to keep my enimes closer. Since he is my worst enemy I keep him pretty close because I want him to know that I hate him but I love as well. I know its kinda confusing but if you went through what I went through then you would understand.
Tomorrow we have prom and I still don't have my dress. I want to look my best since I'm going by myself and I want to make sure I win the best prom dress. Since this is my last year in high school. I want to make sure this the best time of my life . It started off bad but I will make sure it will end beautifully and I will make sure it does with the support I get at home.
Sorry to have a short chapter and sucky one next time I will do better been bust because of work but will make it up in the next chapters
