Halo.

I'm not having this.

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Chapter 7

Michelle's POV:

*1 week later*

I mutter my 'thank you' as I grab my coffee, the chime rings as I push the door exiting from Starbucks. The weather had taken a turn for the worst a week ago, it started to rain, and then the snow started to fall. I personally loved snow, it was a great way to waste your time, but this snow was just being dumped down onto London.

I clutched the cup keeping my strong grip on it, stealing as much heat from it as I could right now anything warm was like a mine of gold that everybody wanted. College had broken up, I was satisfied and unbelievably happy, mum and dad were so exhausted. So they went on holiday, to Perth and they honestly deserved their holiday. I was left all alone, nothing but me and my insecurities.

I hated this. I hated the fact that I didn't have a friend, that no one was there for me. And I was scared of falling, falling back. Breaking apart, now that I had my razor I was fine. But what about the day that leaves the thought daunts me.

My thoughts are are broken apart, like glass shuttering. As the loud bell of my phone rings, I slide it across not bothering to look at the the name.

"Hello?" I honestly was frustrated with who ever was calling, it's freezing and my sleeves nearly slide up.

"Hey..uh Michelle?" Niall's voice mutters back through the phone.

"Uh..yeah. Niall? " the shock is obviously evident in my voice.

"Yeah, I was wondering....like the boys and me have a day off, and..like there's a carnival..and the boys girlfriends are coming. So..um..like do you..want to like, come?" I hold back my need to giggle at how cute he sounds when he's nervous.

"Yeah..sure."

"It opens at five, but we're going at five thirty, and it's the one near Porteblo Road. Is that alright?" I nod, then realizing I'm on a phone.

"Yeah" I quickly speak.

"So meet you there, ya?"

"Um..yeah sure. Bye Niall."

"Bye" he speaks as I press end call. I look at my phones time, four. Not bad I just have I get ready, my mind suddenly collapses. His friends girlfriends would be there, that means I would have to act like Niall's girlfriend and I have to wear something nice and suitable for the agonizing weather. I'll also have to grab the bus. I walk faster not to waste any time on getting ready, since I had to dress to impress. As I arrive outside I quickly run straight to my closet.

"Ugh!" I groan as I stub my toe against my bed, why? My hands flick through my articles of clothing in my closet. I had mainly plain Tshirts and only a few fancy pieces of clothing.

After trying on endless amounts of clothing, and spending over forty-five minutes of my time attempting to find the perfect outfit with and makeup. I had finally decided on what to wear.

Looking at myself in the mirror, straightening out any creases. My pale cream pink full sleeve thick sweater with its pearl collar, my black jeans. I had put on my slim fit boots, and tiny pink flower earrings and my infinity ring. I grabbed my bag once I finished my light makeup. The bus ride would take about twenty minutes, so I prepare to leave at five.

I stand at the bus stop, as my bus arrives. Once I board on paying with some cash, I sit right at the corner with my headphones pushed in, blocking out the world as Nina Nesbitt plays.

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I walk off the bus, turning to see a huge sign symbolizing that the carnival was on the sixth street. My eyes search the crowd for Niall, instead I'm pushed by a large figure.