Forever boy. (Boyxboy)

introduction.

I apologize beforehand for any gramatical errors.

Here I stood, right on one of the seats of Court. I saw how the fiscal tried his hardest to let my father in jail.

He deserved it. He has been a bad father since my mother's death. Everything was his fault, anyway. He became alcoholic almost instantly, I know this is too cliché, but it's true.

He made me his slave, whenever he came home I had to the all the chores he forced me to do. Not only that but he hit me everyday, even when he was sober. The constant hitting got the worst of me and I started to self-harm.

No, I didn't cut, I just scratched my arms and neck until they were the most red as possible. Not only that but I lost all appetite, I couldn't bring myself to eat anything at all. It all started when I was 7. Ten years of my life has passed since.

The self-harm has decreased, I just do it occasionally, when I'm feeling down. Still, I suffer from an eating disorder, I only eat when I hang out with friends and when I come home I throw up as much as I can.

Suddenly, I hear the sound of the
judge's gavel hit the table. When I looked up I saw how some cops were cuffing my father and bringing out of the room. I couldn't bring myself to be happy about it, this isn't going to make my past change. Disappoint filled myself, he has made my life a living hell yet I can't like the idea of him rotting in jail.

As much as I hated to say this. I don't want him to suffer. Nobody deserves to suffer any pain in life. I don't hold any rage against him, I forgive way too easy.

The doors to the other room opened and right before stepping in, he turned towards me and smirked and left.

That was most likely the last time I'm gonna see him.

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I know this sucks but the idea has been in my mind for a long time so I decided to make this book.

If you're gonna hurt me, do it gently.

✌Bye.✌