The worst (Eren x Reader x Jean)

His message to me

                                                  Sorry it took so long to upload this last part.                                                                  

     It had finally got here. The choosing ceremony. You were planning on the garrison. You hadn't made it to the top ten, instead you got 12th. You didn't know what you were gonna do without your friends, especially Jean. You had been dating the horse for two years now. He was going to the MP's with Annie. Eren, Armin, and Mikasa where going to the survey corps. You think since every one else got in the top ten they would go to the MP's too. 

You walked rather slowly to the place they were holding the ceremony. What am i going to do without Jean? You thought. All the memories of old fun, romantic, and awkward dates flashed in your mind. Your favorite being the first one where you and Jean went for a walk into town and he got into a fight with a street vendor because he whistled at you. 

"Oi (y/n) wait for me!" You turned to see Sasha running at you full speed. "W-wait slow down Sash!" You yelled, but too late. Oh cruel world why must Sasha be so fast? You yelled "MOTHER OF FU-" as she plowed you into the ground with a hug, but with love. "-CKER" 

"Holy shit" said Reiner who you didn't know was a few feet in front of you. "Oh hi Reiner." Sasha said calmly as if she wasn't currently crushing you. "Uhh Sasha i think you murdered (y/n)." It was Ymir. Yup I'm dead feed me to sawny and bean now they look nice. "Im sorry (y/n) please don't die!" Sasha pleaded. She looked like she was going to cry. 

"Im fine, but your still sitting on me." You said smiling. It was fun being with them, no matter how crazy things got. Sasha got up but someone else helped you up and hugged you. They smelled like a bakery. I bet its Jean. Yep its him. You hugged back. The others left because you two had gotten more touchy feely because you knew it would be a while till you saw each other again. 

"Hey (n/n)" he said burring his face into your neck.

"Hey cowboy." 

"So this is it isn't it?" You could hear hurt in his voice.

"Yea but I'm somewhat smart so i can write letters to you but i don't know how you're gonna reply to them." You say smirking.

"Are you implying that country boys like me can't write?" He laughed. He liked these loving insult games you two played. They normally led to a make out session. 

"CADETS!" You broke apart instantly and saluted.

"Get in there the ceremony is about to begin." He smiled. He had gotten to be like an old grumpy grandfather to you.

"Yes sir" you said in unison. 

You both walked in finding the rest of your friends. Holding his hand like it was the last time. You were wearing Marcos cadet cape he had given you before the wall broke, before he died. A man walked on the the plat form. A man with blond hair and huge eyebrows and a...bolo tie? He was survey corps. He was intense and tall maybe taller than Bertl. The man named Erwin began with a speech one powerful enough to shake your world. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<time skip brought to you by sawny and bean>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

He said if you stayed you would be a part of the survey corps. People started leavening but for some reason you hesitated. You saw Annie leave. But out of your group of friends she was the only one that left. What? Why would they all stay? Its a death sentence! Jean? you looked ahead to your right a little. Jean was still here?  But he cant he's going to the MP's! They cant all die! Not him! 

You looked down. If i joined would it make a difference? Would they die? Would i die? No? You smiled feeling defeated. You loved him. You loved them. You couldn't leave. Not like Annie. In your heart you could practically hear Marco telling you every thing would be fine. You randomly remember calling Marco Matco. You smiled even wider. 

You stayed. The survey corps symbol looked cooler than roses anyway.

~~~~<Jeans point of view>~~~~

Damn it. I cant believe I'm doing this   

I take a quick look around to see who's left. 

Eren. Of course. Then Mikasa, and Armin.  Wait connie and sasha stayed? Bertl and Reiner too. Ymir and krista. Every one else left but us? I looked to the very back. No

"(Y/n)?" It was her why did she have to stay too? She looked at me, i could tell she was scared. Im angry but i felt lighter, somehow knowing she would be with me.

~~~~~<your point of view>~~~~~~ 

"(Y/n)?" It was jean. You prepared to get yelled at but instead you were being hugged.

"Im sorry jean i know you want me safe, i want you safe too which it why I'm going with you." The fact that he will be with you fills you with determination!

He sighs but does not object.

Still hugging Jean, Soon everyone is around you all having their own discussions and hugging even crying. All you can hear though is jean whispering "I love you no matter what." 

This world is cruel but also so very amazing.

~~~~~~~~<time skipy!~~~~~~~

"Sasha?" 

"Yea?"

"Are you crying?"

"Yes!"

 "Why? I Told you that I'll protect you." 

"I know Connie! but i forgot to eat dinner i was so nervous about making this decision that i didn't eat now I'm Hungry!" Connie held out a pice of bread he had been saving just in case and gave it to Sasha who hugged him. It was a very cute scene.

"Ymir?" 

"Yea krista?"

" Are they...together?"

"I'll only answer that if you let me buy ya dinner!" Said Ymir with a rather boyish grin.

"So they are dating."

"Wait how did you-" "reverse psychology!" Declared krista. 

What a group we are. So mature.