Gangsta Love [ The MB Drama Series ] ( Canceled )

Feelings$Disappointment

Ashley P.O.V

How could I be so stupid , Was chresanto even talking about me? I lust over this boy and he ran out on me? I feel like jumping off a bridge.My heart was completely crushed , like he ripped it out and threw his blunt in it and it ached so hard.My feelings feeling like shit.

"Hey Ashley , What's wrong?"Raquan asked.

"Oh , nothing , nothing."I said as I got up went up to my rooom.

I was embrassed and ashamed that I couldn't face my own brother.

The next day I went to take out the trash and I saw Chresanto doing the same too , of course they was awkwardness between us but I pretended nothing happended.

"Goodmorning"I said as I took the top of the garbage bin and threw my garbage in [ rythms lol ]

"Goodmorning"He said looking at me."Look about last night I-"

"Chresanto , Let's just pretend that last night never happened.Matter fact let's just stop speaking to each other , k?"I said as I walked off.

He was left there speechless.I didn't have time to go back and forth with my feelings for Chresanto.He cleary likes someone esle and that's why he ran out on me.

I started focusing on my "date" with Craig with is in 2 days so I took some money Grandma sent us and decided to go shopping.I called Nisha and told her to meet up with us.I also decided to take Raquan , he needed some new clothes too.

"Isn't shopping for girls?"Raquan said as we were hailing for a taxi.

"Raquan , boys shop too."I said.

"Yea but that's more for girls."Raquan said.

"Ok then I guess you won't get any new clothes then?"I said looking at Raquan.

"Ok ok!"Raquan said jumping up and down.

We finally got a cab and we went to the mall.It was a bunch of malls.

"Hey Ash"Nisha said greeting me with a hug.

"Hey"I said hugging her back.

"Let's go do some shopping!"Nish said as she dragged us into Forever 21.

"So what's the ocassion?"Nisha asked skipping throught the racks.

"Ashley is going on a date."Raquan said.

" Yaaay with who?"Nisha asked.

"Damn this bitch is just such a sus"I said in my mind.

"I mean it's not a date.It's just someone at church asked me to come down there friday."Ashley said.

"Oh , during the young teens night? Awe.Who?"Nisha asked.

"I'll keep that confidentional."I said.

"Oh ok , well I'm always there so i guess i'll see you there?:Nisha asked.

"Yep and raquan."I said as raquan gave me a "the fuck" face.

"What? I got plans with candy friday night.I promise to take her bowling!!"Raquan said.

"Well...ok you and candy can go bowling."I said.

"Coolz."Raquan said.

Shopping was major fun and Nisha told me the great news that she's single and ready to mingle , I hope she means mingle her book.I am really excited to go on this church thing with Craig.

We finally got home and on the stairway I met AJ trying to go into Chresanto's apartment.

"AJ?..."I asked.