I never really considered to have feelings for you before, for unknown reasons I have been extra cautious on you.
But god, I don't know how you managed to break my walls down but you did.
Now you're all I can think about, you're the first person that pops into my mind before I go to sleep and the second I wake up.
I keep replaying the little moments we had on and on and on. I keep thinking of how I love having your presence around me, how your presence makes me feel safe and comfortable.
I keep craving to be by your side, to hold your lonely hands, to be the shoulder you'll rest your head on.
My mood now depends on yours, and I never like it when you're being quiet as you're in a badmood. It makes me feel down as well. It makes me want to lend my ears for you to let out your concerns or worries that have been bothering you, and I'd love to wrap my arms around you just to make you feel better. I'd do anything for that.
You have no idea how I love our little conversations or how your smile alone can make my whole day.
I keep wanting to hear your calming voice. You don't know how I always steal glances at you or how my heart thumps wildly when you stare into my eyes. Oh how I'd like to stare back longer, if I had the guts to, I swear I'd never leave my eyes off you.
You don't know how I notice every little gestures of yours, like how your hands automatically touch every stuffs in front of you without you realizing, or how you furrow and raise your eyebrows every now and then in a conversation, or that attractive look on your face when you're focusing on something.
It had been so hard for me to hold myself back from wanting you. You are the one I'd like to spend the rest of my life with. You are the one who I want to pour all my love onto.
There's never a day that goes by where I don't make up cute scenarios with you in my dumb mind while I pray to god they'd eventually come true.
You have no idea Park Jimin, no idea.
