Pain- Cimorelli

Chapter 21

CHRISTINA'S POV:

So Lauren and Dani are still in the hospital. They need to stay for a week and then they are finally able to come home. The thing is that Lisa didn't come back to talk with Lauren and Lauren is really sad about that. I called Lisa multipal times to make her come and talk but she refuses to see Lauren. Mike and Kathrine told me that Lisa hasn't been talking much and stays in Lauren's bed all day. 

Anyways right now I am helping Lauren get dressed. She just took a shower, so I am helping her get dressed. 

C.......chris i......is L.......lisa m.....ma.......mad a.at m.....me?- Lauren asked

No honey, she isn't, it's just hard for her seeing her two baby sisters in pain the whole time but she'll come around I promise- I told her.

c.......ca....can I c.call h....her?- She asked and I sighed looking at her

P.....please- She begged

Alright but first let's get you dressed- I said and she smiled and nodded. When she was finally dressed I helped her back in her bed and called Lisa.

LISA'S POV:

I hate myself! God why am I so stupid! First I yell at Lauren and now I ignore her! I have been laying in her bed since I yelled at her. The others try to make me talk with Lauren but I am afraid, yes afraid of Lauren. I have no idea if she is mad, disappointed at me or doesn't want to talk with me! My phone went of snapping me out of my thoughts. I saw Christina was calling me. I picked up:

Hey Chris- I said

L........Lisa?- I heard Lauren's voice.

Lauren?!- I asked 

L......lisey p.......pl.....pleas...please c.....come b......ba..back, I miss you- Lauren said

Aren't you mad?- I asked tearing up

W.....why would I b.be mad?- Lauren asked

I yelled at you- I said

I am not M,.........mad- Lauren said

P......ple.........please .c.........come- Lauren begged. I smiled and sighed in relief

I will, I'm on my way- I told her

R.....re.....really?- Lauren asked happily. 

Really- I said

Ok!- Lauren said and hung up. I smiled and got up. I took a shower, got dressed and walked downstairs. 

Guys I'm going to the hospital- I said

Really?- Kathrine asked and I nodded

Lauren called me and wanted me to come- I told her and she smiled. I got in my car and decided to buy them food and drinks from subway. I got everything and then arrived at the hospital. I walked towards the room and once I was inside I was Lauren, Dani and Christina

Lisa!- Dani and Lauren said happily. I smiled at them and hugged them tight and kissed their forhead. 

How are you guys?- I asked

Good- Dani said and I looked at Lauren

A l........li.....little t.......tired- Lauren said and I nodded. I handed them all their sub and drinks and we start to eat together. Dani fell asleep and Christina was listening to music while Lauren and I were just wachting tv. I looked at her and sighed

Lo can we talk?- I asked her and she looked at me and nodded. I grabbed her hands tight and took a deep breath. 

Listen what I said to you was wrong, you are not selfish and I understand you were thinking about dying weeks ago but I just want you to know that I'm deeply sorry for what I said and I hope you will forgive me and we can just forget about it- I said and she smiled

I.....it's ok, I w.......as n.......ot mad j..........just c..........on..........confused- She said and I smiled nodding. I hugged her tight and didn't let her go for a long time.

I misssed you Ladybug- I said

I m.........mi......missed y.....y.......you t...t.....too Lisey- She said. We spend the rest of the day just watching tv while cuddeling. 

SKIPPING A WEEK

MIKE'S POV:

So Dani and Lauren are finally back home. The thing is that Lauren is really sick because of her threatment. Dani is doing really well right now. She is still sore but she's healing slowly. Lauren throws up a lot, she can't eat something without throwing up. Well sometimes she's able to keep it in her stomach but most of the time she throws up. We always make sure that she drinks enough water and for the rest she needs to rest a lot. Dani and Lauren also start with homeschooling again after they begged for hours. They do need help with everything, especially Lauren, since she has a brain damage she can't understand things fast so we need to explain her different things multipal times. She had to drop different classes like German, Spanisch and not really important things like that. She also goes to speech class like Dani does. Dani goes to speech class twice a month and Lauren every monday since Lauren's speech is worse. We always stay patient with Lauren when she doesn't understand things we tell her. We hope it doesn't stay like this but we will always help her when she needs our help. 

Anyways I am in the kitchen right now making dinner. I sometimes cook for us all when I feel like it. I heard someone walk inside but really slowly. I turned around and saw Lauren walking inside. She is able to walk but she needs her legbraces all the time. The doctor said that she broke her legs on multipal places. Dani is also able to walk but fast than Lauren. 

Hey Lo- I said smiling

Hey m......m........mike- She said smiling back. Once she reashed me I noticed she was watching me prepare the food.

Want to help me?- I asked and she looked up at me

c.....c......can I?- She asked

Ofcourse, you can prepare the meat while I will do the rest- I told her and she smiled and I handed her the knife

Be careful ok- I told her and she nodded. She start cutting the meat slowly. I smiled and continued with the rest but keeping my eye on Lauren the whole time. Alex and Christian walked inside and smiled when they saw Lauren. 

This are finally going well.......now it just needs to stay like this............but will it stay like this?