"Jae Yeol.. I.." You mumble, just realising how wrong, but right that kiss was. "Thank you." You accidentally say out loud, making the quite blonde smile.
The rest of the journey to school was accompanied by the sound of footsteps and sighs, otherwise, it was silent.
Without realising, the two of you had been holding hands, and went to class together. You tried to cover your crimson red blush with your sleeve and took your seat.
"(F/n), good morning!" Hyung Suk yells, surprising you.
"Ah.. Good morning.." You reply, politely and go back to daydreaming. You closed your eyes and kept thinking about that one kiss.. The way it just happened. Wait- doess that mean Jae Yeol loves you!? Or did he force himself to do it out of pity? Ahgh.. This was confusing. You noticed Jae Yeol had gotten up and went, probably to the toilet.
You see Jin Ho Bin, a smirk was stuck on his face, as he moved to your seat. Next to him, were his two friends, whose names you didn't know, bit they were always bullying Duk Hwa.
"What are you doing here?" You ask Jin Ho Bin, who puts a finger under your chin and lifts your head, so you face him.
"Meet me after school, okay? We're going on a date." Jin Ho Bin says, and you nod, shyly.
"Ah- I.." You tried to muster up all the courage you had and wanted those words to come out. The words that would end all this sexual and physical abuse, and which would get your reputation out of the mud.
"You what?" Jin Ho Bin asks, a somewhat threatening aura surrounding him.
"N-nothing." You breathe out, scared to death. "I'll tell you after school." He walks away, but one of his friends stay.
"(F/n), have you and Jin Ho Bin done it yet?" The friend asks, and you innocently tilt your head in confusion. "Have you guys f*cked yet?" He asks, mischievously moving closer.
"N-No.." You whisper, shaking your head.
"So he meant it when he said that you were still a virgin." He laughs, "But I don't believe that. With that hot body, you're telling me that no one has touched you or made you feel good."
Then, you remembered your father. Yeah, he would ask you to do things you didn't want to do, when he was drunk. And at that time, your mother was in a better place, so you could only tell your brothers. But, you and your brothers only shared the same father, not mother.
"Y-Yeah." You stutter, not making eye contact.
"Aww.. I bet Jin Ho Bin wants to f*ck you hard.." The friend laughs, and walks out of the classroom, with his hands in his pocket. You slap yourself, frustrsted and pinch your cheeks.
"Why didn't I tell him? I'm so stupid!" You slap yourself, again and again, and didn't notice that Hyung Suk was watching you.
"(F/n), are you okay?" Hyung Suk asks, and you nod, rubbing your cheeks, which were aching because of how hard you slapped them.
Lunch time:
You went to the cafeteria and bought yourself some lunch, with a banana milkshake. You carried your tray to a lonely table, until Mi Jin came and sat next to you.
"You okay?" Mi Jin asks, and you nod, sadly.
"Mi Jin.. I wanna tell Jin Ho Bin that I-I wanna b-break up with him.." You sigh, and she smiles at you.
"Just tell him, and remember to tell him why." She gives you advice, and you nod, grabbing your chopsticks.
You start eating your lunch and notice Jin Ho Bin and his crew coming inside the cafeteria.
"Mi Jin, I just remembered I have to do something..!" You panic and leave the cafeteria, forgetting your bag and food. You don't go back for your food and run to your classroom.
"Mi Jin, where's (F/n)?" Jin Ho Bin asks, noticing your bag and lunch.
"She said that she had to go somewhere.." Mi Jin sighs and continues to eat her lunch, casually.
"I see." He mutters, pissed off and leaves. You quickly run back inside, once they were gone and let out a sigh of relief.
"Don't worry, (F/n), I've got you covered." Mi Jin laughs, and then gives you her serious look. "If I were you.. I'd tell him soon, so that he doesn't get too ticked off."
After school:
You make your way to Jin Ho Bin's class, as quickly as you can and find him. You walk with him to a park, chit chatting along the way.
"Jin Ho Bin.. I have to tell you something.." You say, breathing in and out deeply.
"Mhm?" He says, breathing out smoke from his cigarette.
"I-I don't think we should.. It's over.." You whisper, making eye contact with him and grabs a handful of your hair, pulling it.
"Listen, b*tch. I decide when it's over." He spits, and throws you to the floor, catching the public's attention.
"No, you don't. There's no point in this relationship. Goodbye." You cough, physically hurt. But then, he starts kicking you, but you force yourself up, wiping the blood which you coughed up earlier.
You put your arms out, for him to beat you up, so the public can see, and he charges towards you, and pushes you to the floor, his body on top of your fragile one. He starts punching you, and using his grappling moves on you.
"You sl*t, I'm the only one here for you! I'm the one who saved you. Without me, you're nothing!" He screams at you and gets off of you, and starts kicking your ribs, with a lot of power. You put your hands on your head, and you start to shake nervously. You notice that a crowd of people had gathered, some were recording, some were watching, but no one dared to stop him.
Then, a kind man, whose face you couldn't see, grabbed Jin Ho Bin and pulled him away from you. "Stop, dude! You're hurting a girl, are you a coward!" Then, others joined.
"It's over.. It really is." You whisper, as tears fell from your face and blood was all over the floor. Your blood. Your body was covered in bruises and cuts, which were given to you by Jin Ho Bin.
"You b*tch, you aren't getting away that easily!" He charges at you again, but you lie on the floor, still and closed your eyes, hoping you would die.
"Jae Yeol.." You whisper, before falling into a deep and dark, yet peaceful, world.
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Don't Leave Me ~ Jae Yeol x Reader
Fanfiction{Probably the first Jae Yeol x Reader Fanfic} Hello everyone! Mama Seiko kindly presents.. a Lookism fan fiction! Ever since, nothing's been the same. She'd always feel unwanted, yet wanted, in a creepy way. The only person that has ever been for h...