Chapter 1

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"I love you" I said. We were together, and were gonna stay that way forever. We were gonna grow old and die together. Because I loved him, and I was pretty sure he loved me. Now it was his turn to admit it. But all he did was smile. But it wasn't a genuine smile. It was an confused smile. Like he didn't know what to say. Like he didn't love me back. "Uh, I said I love you. Don't you have something to say to me?"
His smile left his face. His eyes were ful of guilt. "Thank you?" But that was a question and not at all an answer.
"Don't you love me?"
I was sure. He didn't. And it hurt. 9 years together. And he didn't love me? That stung worse than a thousand wasps stinging me all over.
" I have something to tell you."
This was it. He's breaking up with me. Am I not good enough? I wanted to scream.
"There's someone else." That stung even worse than I thought it would. "And she's pregnant. I'm the father."
I didn't know what to do. I was hurt inside. I needed to be alone.
"Get out!!"
"What?"
"Are you deaf? GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT!"
His face was full of fear. But he left. And I was left alone. I immediately broke down and started crying.

Why woud he do this to me? What did I ever do to him? Why, why, why kept going through my head. I was faithful. And I never let him down. Come to find out he's having a baby?! Ugh! I can't even think about it right now. I'm getting dizzy and sleepy. Maybe this is a dream and tomorrow I'll wake up next to my beloved boyfriend Hayden. I'll just have to wait and see.

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