- Aedyn
I sat on Tisha's bed still looking at the message I sent Brandon. What I said to him obviously wasn't enough for him to understand how I felt because he was still texting me sorry. I don't care anymore I'm done; he needs to delete my number. I don't want to keep thinking of him. I want to go out, to a party and meet someone new. Have a one night stand or something like that, anything to get him off of my mind.
"Let's go to a party" I blurted out.
"Yes, go twerk your sadness away girl"
"I want to go tonight Tisha"
"I got you girl, go home get pretty and all that good stuff & ill come pick you up at 8"
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Standing in the shower with the hot water falling on top of my head didn't do much for me. I wanted the water to wash away everything including the pain i was feeling. Unfortunately it didn't happen, I felt like I was forced to stand on broken glass with no shoes. I stood there crying, my tears mixing into the water.
No Aedyn, think positive. Why should you be crying over him?
Cause I love him.
He doesn't love you get it through your thick skull, everything you two had he never cared about.
I reached for the water knobs turning the cold down and hot up to the hottest I could take. I was tempted to crawl into a ball, but I refused to be that weak and heartbroken.
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After another 15 minutes in the shower I got out and got dressed. i didn't put on anything special, just a flower print shirt and shorts. I started walking down the steps until my father came into view.
"Hey baby girl, how was your day?" He smiled at me turning his football game down.
"Amazing" I said, lying while walking down the remaining steps.
"Where you headed to now?"
"Tisha's taking me to a party"
"Don't do nothing reckless and be back in the house before one, you know how i feel about you staying out late"
I didn't know how he felt. I think, he thinks I'll do what my mother did and run away with a man. When I was 6 my mom left my father for a rich man. She told me that she wanted a new family, one that didn't include me or my father. After that night she left us and I haven't heard from her since. When she first told me she was leaving and didn't want me in her life, I was too young to understand why she'd do something so horrible to me, to us, to our family but now that I'm older I realize she was just a stupid gold digging woman. She walked out of my life for a couple dollars and didn't ever look back. If she ever tried to walk back into my life I don't know what I'd do I just pray she doesn't expect me to be the same vulnerable six year old.
I'm not my mother I would never abandon my dad. The man who wiped away my tears at night, fed me, and took care of me. I respect him so much for raising me right. If I love anyone in this world I love my dad the most.
- Brandon
Don't ever talk to her again? I know she wants space but damn can she at least hear me out? This wouldn't have happened if she was more like Maia. She thinks I'm supposed to just accept her stubborn ass ways. I'll wait till she stops acting like a hurt puppy and then apologize the right way. I'm not going to keep texting and stressing her I get bitches, she can be replaced. I took out my phone and texted Maia.
Hey sorry bout earlier 6:00 Pm
MAIA - it's cool babe... :( 6:01 Pm
Why the face 6:02 Pm
MAIA - I hate how you try to switch up and play me in front of her like I’m some kind of hoe! 6:03 Pm
I don’t do that 6:04 Pm
MAIA - Oh really? You wasn't kicking me out ya house last week but today when she sees us it's get the fuck out your house. 6:05 Pm
She's my girl what was I supposed to do you always trying to talk shit bout her 6:06 Pm
MAIA - BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE HER! If she's your girl why are you always with me? i spend more time with you than she does yet I’m still second. What am I to you cause I've been loyal to you for 3 months why can't I take her place already? 6:08 Pm
I didn't know how to answer her question. Well I did, she’s a hoe and always will be. I don't know why she doesn't understand that we will never be official. I was tempted to text her 'a sideline hoe' but I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
Wyd? 6:10 Pm
MAIA - so you’re just going to avoid answering the question 6:11 Pm
Pretty much lol 6:12 Pm
MAIA - Fuck you. 6:13 Pm
If that’s how you feel 💁 6:14 Pm
MAIA - you know how I feel... :/ I’m in love with you but I'm always competing to be number 1 6:15pm
This hoe is in love? She must've sent me the wrong message because the feeling is not mutual. Only thing she needs to love is this dick in her mouth.
Lol oh 6:18pm
MAIA - really Brandon -__-? 6:20 Pm
Do you really think because I had sex with you the ring is coming up? 6:21 pm
MAIA - no but you could at least act like you care about me! :( 6:22 pm
I care about you . 6:23 pm
MAIA - really? 6:24 pm
The only thing I care about is you riding, sucking, or jerking this dick.
Yes with all my heart I care about you 6:25 pm
MAIA - :) I LOVE YOUU! Wyd tonight? 6:26 pm
Whatever you're doing 6:27 pm
MAIA - going to my sister's party. ;) 6:30
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This chapter was longer but I decided to make it into 2 parts because I didn't want it to be too long lol .. I'll put part 2 up when I get 10 votes ❤ :) .
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