Sweets Paradise (Jerrie Thirlwards One-Shots)

The Past

Jade's P.o.V

I roamed around the room which used to be owned by the most amazing girl I've ever met.
Memories flash through my head both good and bad memories.

I sat down the bed in which we used to cuddle up in our worst and best nights together.
I remember sneaking up to this room in the middle of the night to comfort her in the midst of crisis.

I would often walk in this room to see Perrie soaked up from crying
"Don't worry Pez, everything will be alright"
"Remember, no matter what happens, I'm always here for you"
Was what I used to say back then. I smile at the thought of that.

I walked up to her desk... Well used to be hers.
I walk up to it and opened a few drawers. Most of them were empty and there was this one drawer and there I saw the picture we took together with Leigh-Anne and Jesy.
We took it before sleeping on our best slumber party ever. I remember us gossiping about random things and basically doing whatever we want. We played some classic truth or dare and that's when I, Jade Thirlwall, kissed Perrie Edwards and becoming her first kiss ever. The best part was that it wasn't awkward and we just laughed it off. After that night, our lives just became twice as good.

I looked around and saw a box right under the bed. I took it out and wiped a few dust off of it.
The box said Perrie Louise Edwards
Well duh.
I opened it and there were a bunch of letters and the one that caught my eye was the picture lying beneath all of the letters.
It was a picture of Perrie with me covering her eyes from behind and placing my chin above her head. She was carrying me. Yeah I'm that small.

I remember her mum taking this photo of us right before everything went downhill.
By that I mean Zayn, her ex, decided to ruin everything and take Perrie away from us, away from me. I didn't know how to get over it and I up until now, I just can't. How can she move on so fast? What was all our memories for?
And now Perrie has a new life with Zayn and so do I with Sam...
I felt my hands hold the pic tight.
I just sighed and placed the photo in my wallet then placed the box right back under the bed.

I was about to take one last look on the photo when I heard Sam.

I walked towards the door, opened it and I looked back.
It felt as if all those memories just happened yesterday yet in fact, it's been years since the last time I saw her.
I smiled at the room and imagine her smiling back at me.

Does she think about me as often as I do about her?

I was inlove with her...

As a matter of fact, I still love her.

I still love Perrie Louise Edwards and that will never change.