Ich Liebe Dich (Nyo Prussia x Fem Reader)

Chapter One

Your POV

I look at my mirror and I see myself or what I am now. My once bright (e/c) eyes have turned dark, my once perfect (s/c) skin is now bruised and scarred. I don't feel like myself anymore. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with depression, it was the worst year of my life. I came out to my parents and a few of my friends. My parents disowned me and half of my friends left me. I now live on my own with the money I either saved up or was given by other relatives. My best friend Julchen offered to let me live with her and Monika but I refused fearing that she would grow to hate me too. I lost some of my other friends due to my aggressive nature. The people I have left are: Maddie, Amelia and of course Julchen.

*beep beep beep*

"SHIT I'M LATE!" I scream to no one in particular.

*bang* An object was thrown at my window.

I rush over to see who was throwing the object.

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Why was a bird smashing at my window.

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Julbird?

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Julchen was getting Julbird to bang on my window?

I open my window to ask what was going on to only have Julbird crash into me.

"Frau vhat ze fuck is taking you so long" The Prussian shouted at me.

"Why are you here Julchen?" I growled

"Liebe I'm worried about you. You can't keep hiding from ze awesome me." The albino said with a concerned voice. It was surprising honestly. I wanted to say something nice, tell her I care and that I love her.

"Leave" I said instead. Why the fuck can't I say anything nice.

"Liebe no." Said Julchen. I sigh knowing she wouldn't leave without me. I exit unto the balcony and I...I...triped.

As I open my eyes I realize Julchen and I are on the ground and I'm...in her arms. She holds me close not wanting to let me go.

"(Y/N)!" She screams. I wince from the shocked tone in her voice.

"Don't scare me like zhat!" She screamed again. She went to go hug me, her hand touching my arm. I flinch, slapping her hand away. I see the tears in her eyes that she tries to wipe away. Crap I don't want her to cry. 'Shit apologize now.'

"Let's go." I say with a cold voice despite my internal pleading. 'You're a fucking idiot I swear'
She gets up and we walk to school in complete silence. Multiple times she tried to start a conversation but she instantly went quiet again not wanting to disturb me. We finally get to school and go our separate ways.

"Oh guys look its the lezbo. Where is your girlfriend? Did she dump you. Hmph I don't blame her" Brittany the leader of the 'Bitch Squad' said. 'Oh fuck no, not this shit again

-Time skip-

So after all that fucking horseshit I decided to just go home. It was all fine until...
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*crash*
Fuck I shouldn't of said that..Why the fuck does this thing always happen... I should probably go check that out. Also why the fuck does everyone hate my window.
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A brick?

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With a note?

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Let's see...stupid fag...go die...I'm going to kill you...Roberts going to...

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Um...I'm not going...read the rest of that.

*knock knock knock*

"Liebe open zhis door." Julchen said.

Shit...