My Broken Past.

mommas first mistake of many.

My momma was 17 when I was conceived my supposive father was 18. They were together in highschool but not really, momma was a cheater. She was with Edwin Faber throughout her highschool years publicly but at night she was all about Jr. Rayson, my Grandma knew she was being sneaky but let my momma learn from her own mistakes.
Momma got pregnant but not knowing who my dad was went and took Jr. To court and he became the father on the birth certificate. He is my legal daddy but not in my heart he wasn't.

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A year went by after my birth. My momma started doing meth, she got divorced to my "dad" and I was bounced in and out of the system and different grandparents homes. At one years old I spend 2 weeks in child haven, 2 months in a foster home, 3 month with my grandma. Before my mom got me back just to learn she was engaged to be married to her second husband at 19!
She continued the meth, but it was worse. I didn't eat I wasn't cleaned no showers or anything. I was one and forgotten about.
I was taken again a little after i turned 2. CPS knew my full name, birthday and diaper size before even looking in my charts. They knew my momma too. She was put into the rooms of NA and told to go for 6 months straight than she'd get me back in the mean time I was living with grandma.
I had so many found memories of living with my grandma. Like dress up, my room was right across from my great grandpas room. Vita but I called him grandpa meany, because he was always grumpy with a sour face. I remember using grandmas dress and running through the house and stopping at his door. He whispered "Rey Rey whatcha doin?" I would laugh and run into his room and jump on his bed with him and watch tv. Grandma come looking for saying "Rey!" Throughout the house and I'm just giggling in grandpa meanies lap. Than she popped her head in and smiles and run up and would tickle me. I was 2 and I remember that for every second.