Today Is Not That Day

Someday there will be a day
When the first thing I'll think of
When I wake up
Won't be you

When my bed will feel inviting
And I'll gradually lay my head
And wait until good dreams
Visit me the whole night through

But today is not that day.

Someday there will be a day
When I wont remember
All those little things about you
That I treasure

When I'll find someone
that is kind and smart
Someone I'll be greatful
To have in my life

And when I'm brave enough
To say I love you
He'll be brave enough
To say it back

But today is not that day.

Today, I can't sleep straight
Dont matter if 8 hours or 2
I am forced out of bed
By my thoughts of you

Today I am scared to go out
For I might find myself
Full of unreasonable doubts
And lost in my own thoughts

Today, there will be a day
When I'll finally be okay
But sad to say
Today is not that day.