bts x reader

kth +

the night was distant, and dull.

rain dripping outside, ringing against the window glass. droplets echoing throughout the room.

the night was muted.

you kept staring at your phone, waiting for it to light up and show that the love of your life, taehyung would be on his way soon.

you hated times like this, times when tae and bts had a comeback on the rise.

tae would always be worried out of his wits about it. for months, working endless nights with the other members to make sure they can bring their best foot forward.

sometimes, you regretted falling in love with an idol. you always tried to look past the months of not seeing him, the endless nights of waiting,
always waiting for his return.

but, that was one of the things you loved about tae, his determination for his job, the love and passion he had for it.

you slouched on the bed you two shared, wondering when he would be getting home. probably late,
like always.

the space next to you on the bed never feeling so empty. you craved him so much, you craved his touch, the way his hands roamed your body, his bright smile shining through, all of it.

you missed it all.

you wanted it all.

+ + +

you heard the familiar sound of the door unlock.
he was finally home,
home to the place you both shared.

he entered the bedroom, slipping off his jacket not saying a word.

taehyung isn't usually quiet.

hell, he's never quite.

you laid there speechless, you tried to force yourself to believe it was just because of the stress he is under with the company.

you sat there eyes closed, hoping you could just fall asleep without having to worry anymore about him than you already do.

but to your surprise tae walked over to you. steps heavy and almost dragging, you knew this tone.

"y/n I'm sorry. I didn't know practice was going to lead on this long into the night.. I just I don't know, I'm sorry. you don't deserve this baby." repetitive words.
he always tried to assure you, you deserve better.

you couldn't stand seeing tae this way, without a second thought you sprung up, eyes almost on the verge of watering. "tae I just-"

before you could mutter out anything else, he shut you up with his lips. his skillful hands beginning to roam around your body.

taehyung was a big guy, don't get me wrong, but this was the first time
you ever felt so small.

you were so sensitive to each touch, every single connection to his skin earning out moans and mewls from you.

tongues became intertwined while he deepened the kiss to an intimate level.

you separated the kiss, gasping for breath. before you could steady your heart beat he already began to slip off your shirt.

his hands shook timidly, you smirked with a slight chuckle, gaining a look up from him.

"what?" he asked confused.

you smirked back,
"tae don't be so scared, I want you too."

"I just don't wanna hurt you, baby," was his simple reply.