Roommate

Apologies

Alec's POV

I'm such an idiot.

I've been an asshole to her for the past two months. Calling her a whore, slut, bitch. She's just so damn beautiful.

She walked towards her door. Before she walked in, she turned around with tears rolling down her cheeks. My face softens, and I feel guilty as ever. She shakes her head and walks in and closes her door.

I run my hand through my hair, and huff. I take out a blunt and put it in between my lips, before I light it, I think about what this is doing to me.

It's probably the reason I'm like this to her. I'm like this to everybody. But worst to her. I just don't want to get attached and then get my heart broken again. Oh shit. Well I guess now that it's out there. Yeah again.

Long story short. I'm never falling in love again.

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I roughly take my clothes off as hot salty water drips down my face. I grab a face wipe and take all of my makeup off. I put sweats on and my brother's hoodie.

I hide under my blankets. He doesn't know why I wear clothes like the clothes I have. There's a reason why.

He just doesn't know that.

There are three soft knocks on my door. I sniff and wipe my eyes.

"Go away." I croak.

Alec sighs and knocks again. Maybe if I ignore him he'll go away. The doorknob twists and it creeks open. Should've locked the damn door. I feel my bed dip in due to the additional weight being put on it.

"Monet?" Alec asks, pushing on my leg.

I don't budge I just ignore him.

"Please Princess." He says softly.

My heart skips a beat when he calls me that name. I feel all blush rush to my cheeks.

He sighs and I imagine him running his hand through his beautiful locks.

He gets up off of my bed and opens the door again. He sighs for what seems like the millionth time.

"I'm sorry." He says softly and genuinely.

When the door is completely shut, I toss the covers from over my face. I sigh of frustration and confusion. Why is he being so nice? He shouldn't give two shits about how I'm feeling.

He's a selfless dick.