Hey guys have you every woke and took a big breth in and said it's going to be a good day well every fucking day I do so I walk out of my room and of corse every one starts bitching and blaming me for shit i not do I always thing abt just ending it but I can't put my friends and family throw that I try so fucking hard to do every thing wright but no Its Easter today and I just got out of the car from hour and a half and so I go in and every ones having a great time exepte me in the car I was being bitched at for no good reason and I get here and same so in back in the car and every ones happy I left them you know what we'll i don't fucking know anymore every thing just fucking trash I have no friends because of my health issue and I don't even have family te only person in my hole family that it nice and dosnt bitch at me all day is my brother we never ever see watch other anymore and I do miss him but fuck it I can't have a normal life
