𝙋𝙊𝙇𝘼𝙍𝙊𝙄𝘿

1.3

I've just realized that I'm in a deep depression. The only time I'm truly happy is when I'm with Harry. And I'm not with him that much anymore. I just stay to myself now. I try to hangout with Adelaide whenever I can, but it doesn't happen often. She's always at parties and I just really don't want to deal with that. I usually sit at home now. Harry is always with Breanna. It kills me. It hurts so much. I am constantly writing in my journal. The only thing is, is that it's always about Harry. I can't seem to find anything else to write about. Trust me, I've tried.

Harry decided that for one day, he would hangout with me. He's on his way now. I decide to get in the shower before he gets here. I strip my clothes off and get in. My music is blasting though the bathroom as I scrub my scalp. Soon enough I'm done and I realize that's it's been 30 minutes. I quickly get dried off and dressed. I peek my head out of the bathroom and see harry. He's sitting on my bed with my journal open. Seeing everything that I've ever wrote. He looks so calm about it. I quickly shut the door. I then say "Harry ? Are you out there." I hear him mumble a "shit" while he seems to be putting the journal back. He then calls back "yeah." with a voice crack because he's so nervous. I walk out of the bathroom and smile at Harry. I was expecting him to be gone. "What do you want to do?" I ask. "Let's watch a movie." he says. I simply nod. I find a movie and put it in. I walk over to my bed and lay down next to Harry. He pulls me into him. My head is laying on his chest. I can feel his heartbeat.

harry

I look down at Stevie to see her eyes struggling to stay open. I don't know how I've managed to stay this calm, I've just read how the girl feels for me. I'm completely and utterly shocked that she feels that way about me. I love her. I always have. I was going to say something to her when she walked out. But then I figured I should do something special for her. I have an amazing idea for it too. Breanna was just a cover up so I could get my mind off of Stevie. But now that I now Stevie cares about me like I care about her, I don't need Breanna. I can finally tell Stevie how I truly feel for her.

stevie

my eyes soon get so heavy that I refuse to keep them open. I cuddle farther into Harry and soon fall asleep. Not even thinking about how he knows that I'm in love with him.