Chapter 20

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-Kelly's POV-

HOW DARE HE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT I AM MY OWN WOMEN DID HE FORGET THAT HE NEEDS ME,ME! I DON'T NEED HIM I WAS FINE WITHOUT HIM FOR 4 YEARS SO I CAN BE FINE WITHOUT HIM FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE after i got in my car i drove to Chris's house and it was almost started to ran so i knocked on his door kinda in a hurry but he was kinda taking forever so i peaked thur the window on the side of the house and he was sitting on the couch with a another girl it broke my heart they were laughing and he was holding her and it looked like he cooked for her i knocked on the door again and this time he answer and he open the door kinda wide so i could see the girl but when he saw it was me he went outside closing the door he saw i was hurt on so many levels 

"Is this a break to you?" I said about to cry 

"I didn't want you to find out like this" he said it started to rain

"Then how was i suppose to find out? from my friends? Instagram? The Internet?" I said starting to cry

"No i just wanted to tell you" he said putting his arm on my shoulder

"You wanted me to feel like this" I said as i looked into his eyes as another tear fell from my face 

"No i never want you to feel like this" he said trying to whip away my tears 

"You wanted me to feel bad about me having sex with Trey but what you don't understand is that i had SEX with him but i don't have sex with you i make love to you because I LOVE YOU! and not no one else!" I said as i pushed his hands away 

"I love you to Kelly" he said i cried little more 

"I Almost belived that" I said as i walked to my car and he followed me in the rain

"What almost isn't good enough?" he said a little mad 

"Almost is never enough when it comes to love Chris that's what you don't understand!" I said as i got in my car 

"Kelly don't go" he said as i slammed my car door 

"Have fun with your other girlfriend" I said as i drove off with makeup coming all down my face hair soaking wet feelings hurt heart broken all i can is...idk what i do now so i went to the dance studio and put my iPhone into the iHome and played 'Almost Is Never Enough' by Ariana Grande (If you never heard of that song listen to i please it's a good song) i got to the middle of the dance floor as Ariana started singing 

I'd Like th say we gave it a try 

I'd like to blame it all on life 

Maybe we just were right, but that's a lie, that's a lie 

And we can deny it all that we want 

But in time our feeling will show 

Cause sonner or later 

We'll wonder why we gave up

The truth is everyone knows

Almost , Almost is never enough

So close to begin in love

If i would have known you wanted me

The way i wanted you

Then maybe we wouldn't be two worlds apart

But right here in each others arms

Here we almost, we almost knew what love was

But almost is never enough  

That's all i could get threw then i broke down crying i messed up once and my whole life is gone all of it is gone i just lost my job for Trey and the love of my life has another girl and where does that leave me? no where 

"Miss the studio is close" a man said 

"Okay i was just leaving" I said as i stopped the music and got my phone and walked to my car and drove home well i don't have a home i drove to the hotel i was staying out and went to my room and changed my clothes and put my hair in a bun and cried myself to sleep just thinking that i could have had Chris's arms around me so tight becuase he didn't want to let me go , he never wanted me to leave *sighs* he never wanted me to leave  . 

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