Out of Mind - A Teen Wolf Fanfiction - Stallison

2: Diaries

Friday.
The school corridors that school week had been the average mixture of teenage hormones, amorous exchanges, spiteful looks and of course, friendship. With all of this, and more, going on around school, some students find that when they can't confide in anybody, their secret diaries would keep their thoughts hidden and safe from the judgemental stare of fellow adolescents.

Scott's diary
I've never felt the way I feel for Allison with another girl. When I'm with her, it's like she flips a switch inside me and has my undivided attention. She makes me feel something. Over the past months she has been in Beacon Hills, I've felt stronger and more grounded. This week, I've felt her pull on me more than ever and I want her to know how I feel about her. Every time she sat next to me at lunch or asked me something with those curious brown eyes of hers or smiled at me in the corridor as she leaned against her locker talking with Lydia and Malia, I longed to have her to myself; just the two of us. I wish I could clutch her in my arms, close against my body. I wish that I could say that she was mine and I, hers. I think I love her. I think I'm in love with Allison Argent.

Stiles' diary
My theory is that Allison is a goddess. She's a perfect blend of beauty, kindness, strength, bravery, loyalty and care. She rules my universe. I love how she actually notices me and accepts my weird moments, accepts that it's who I am. Whenever she waits for me after the classes just the two of us have together, I feel like I really do have a friend in her and like I'm not simply a sidekick. When she stays back after school in the library with me because I have so much reading to do, I know she cares enough to spend her time with me. Even when she gives me that look like she's saying "You're a strange one Stiles, you know that?", I know that she gets me. Sometimes when I'm walking beside her, I feel like reaching for her hand and taking her somewhere we can be alone. Whether we are still and silent yet comfortable in each other's company or passionate and physical - both sound like heaven to me. I'm too scared to admit it but...I think I love her. I think I'm in love with Allison Argent...

Allison's diary
Ever since my family and I have moved to Beacon Hills, I've felt so welcome here. I have friends who I can tell genuinely care for me and I feel really rooted here; like I'll never leave. This is a great feeling too because moving so much, schools and towns, has made me feel disconnected from people my age. I've found my ground here though. I know it's probably kind of early to say but I think I've found somebody. Somebody I have special feelings for. He's amazing. The way his eyes twinkle when he smiles at me with his soft-looking lips (I want to put them to the test at some point, when it feels right of course) makes my entire day better. Those times when his hand slightly brushes against mine send tingles up my arm and leave me replaying those moments in my head. I even catch myself smiling and feel the heat of my blood rushing to my cheeks as I think of his cute and pretty dorky comments when I'm sprawled out on my bed, hand over my heart. I think this is real. I hope he feels the same.
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