Amber’s POV
I covered my face with my hands as I closed my eyes.
I could still smell her scent in here, and I sniffed my hands longingly.
L*icking my lips, I could taste her and then I touched my lips for the longest while.
I still wanted her, my body couldn’t deny that.
But my heart was so wrecked, I just couldn’t.
Images of her standing in front of me earlier flooded my mind as my heart raced again at how beautiful she had turned out after 3 years.
Her hair was no longer the regal straight jet-black it was before, it’s now replaced with a lovely sun-kissed brown color, and it was slightly wavy at the ends.
It suited her porcelain face and ethereal features, how could she be so sinfully pretty?
A part of me was mad, really mad; that she was able to grow into such a beauty while she was apart from me for 3 years.
In the darkest part of my broken heart, I had wished she got ugly over waiting and worrying for me in that time we were apart.
It was a foolish, selfish wish, but I had desired it to some extent.
It would have shown that she cared for me enough to deteriorate in her looks with immense worry and sleepless nights.
Like I have for the longest time now.
But who am I kidding?
I was just a random kid who stupidly allowed a stranger into my home and into my heart within the span of a few days.
I was truly, stupid.
But I won’t be from now on.
I won’t run back to her like a puppy, I wouldn’t allow for it.
Even if I really wanted to, I won’t stand for it, I cannot risk my heart to be torn like that anymore….
I rested my face on the table and pictured her on top of this earlier, smiling at that memory then I snapped back to reality.
No, Amber.
Don’t give in so easily, not this time –
PAP!!!!!!!!!
“Mommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”
I jumped at that voice, my face was pale and I clutched my chest, “Geezuz!!!!!!!!!”
Irene ran up to me immediately and she held my face, “MOM!!! WHAT THE F*CK JUST HAPPENED JUST NOW?!!”
I pouted forcibly as she squeezed my cheeks, “IRENE. Let go off my face. You are going to squash it!!!”
She only gripped tighter, “Tell me!!! I was worried –”
I swatted away her hands and rubbed my pink cheeks, “Yah! My face! Look!!!”
There were finger marks on my face and she frowned, “MOM!!!!!”
I snapped, “WHAT?!”
