chapter nineteen

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Chapter nineteen

Louis' POV

"Lou you ok?"Natalia asked I just nod I really didn't want to talk to anybody then my cell phone started to ring

I looked at my phone it was an unknown number I walk away and answer it

"Hello?"I said sniffling

"Louis oh my god im so so so sorry Louis please forgive me I love you"Harry said through the phone I didn't know what to do

"I-I can't talk to you right now bye"I cried through phone then hung up I ran as fast as I can to the bathroom

I walked in the bathroom and locked the door my phone started to ring again it was Harry I wanted to answer but if I did I would've forgave him and I can't forgive him atleast not right now so I throw my phone against the wall I couldn't take it anymore I started looking for a razor after about 4 minutes I found one I slashed my skin one for thinking Harry loved me one for running out of school and one for braking my promise to my sister then there was a knock at the door I washed off the blood as fast as I can then opened the door

Natalia's POV

"Lou you ok?"I asked he just nodded I cant stand to see him like this all of a sudden his phone started to ring he looked at his phone then walked away

"Ok guys thats diffently Harry"I said turning back to the others

"Niall what did you say to Harry anyway?"Makenzie asked

"I told him he was a douch and an asshole because lou as crying his eyes out and he didn't care"he said

I get up to go check on Louis I knock on the door and a minute later it opened to red puffy eyes staring at me

"Hey kid you ok? I heard a big bang"I asked has I sit next to him

"It was nothing"he crys

"It is something who was that on the phone?"I asked even though I knew already

"It was Harry saying oh im sorry I told him that I couldn't talk I hung up and he called again so i throw my phone"he says with tears streaming down his cheeks

"Lou did you hurt yourself?"I asked he looks down then nods lefting up his sleves to show me his cuts

I walk out of the bathroom with tears in my eyes Louis just cut himself and I could've stop it but no I had to sit when I know he tried doing it before ugh im so stupid

"Are you ok Natalia?"Makenzie asked

"No Lou hurt himself and I could've stopped it im so stupid I should've followed him"I cry

"No your not ok you couldn't of stopped him he locked the door"Niall says "let me go check on him"

He gets up and walks away

Louis' POV

I sat in the bathroom ashamed of myself I cut again Natalia is disappointed and everyone else will be to I'm so stupid

"Hey Lou you ok"a irish accent saod I looked up to see Niall

"I need to talk to him Niall I just need to"I cry

"Im not stopping you call him"he says as he walks

Away

I pick up my phone and dial his number

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A/N ZAYN IS ENGAGED IM CRYING RIGHT NOW I know he's happy but I wish that he never proposed to her no hate but Zayn is now takin forever :,(

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