I Love You

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-Two weeks later-
I walk up my stairs and lay in my bed, crying. I bet your wondering why. Well I will tell you.
-Earlier in the week-
Sasha storms into my ward and slams Joe's phone on the table "WHAT THE HELL IS THIS! ALL THESE MESSAGES 'OH I LOVE YOU' 'LOVE YOU TOO' YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME YOU SLUT!" Joe storms in after her and calms her down.
"Sasha leave, let me speak to her, I will explain everything soon"
"Fine, *cough* slut *cough*" She storms out. I stare at Joe, speechless.
"Me and Sasha are... moving away" I stare, gobsmacked, at him. "If you want me to stay, say the word and I will, if not we are leaving tommorow"
"...Leave" I say, pulling every ounce of strength together
"What?"
"I said leave"
"But...
"LEAVE" I say bursting into tears and pulling my quilt over my face
"Fine be that way, you slut" He walks off and I cry evenmore. Get me out of this hell hole now.
-Now-
See what I mean, I let him go for that slut. And now he hates me for doing the right thing, by him and his child. But what he doesnt know is that, I am pregnant... well was, the baby died when I got hit by the car. I pick my phone up off the dresser and ring him, longing to hear his voice.
"What?"
"Joe I..."
"Cami I dont want to talk to you"
"Well I do, I have something I need to tell you"
"Well go on, but know that I wont care"
"I was pregnant, with your baby"
"Was?"
"When I was hit by the car... the baby died"
"Great to know, now bye" He hangs the phone up before I even get to say goodbye, so he really doesnt care about me or his baby, great. Just call me Cami 'Relationship-Screwerupper' Goren. I throw my phone at the wall and I hear someone knocking at the door. I head downstairs and try to wipe my tears away. I open the door and see Joe's sister standing there.
"Cami? Wheres Joe?" My stomach turns at the mention of his name
"He left with Sasha" I say
"Okay... wait are you okay?"
"No" I burst out crying, I couldnt help it, it just came out. Zoë walks in and grabs me before I fall on the floor, she helps me up the stairs and lies me on my bed.
"Tell me everything" I explain everything to her, that I love Joe, I was pregnant you know, literally everything. "You know what we need? A girly night in! I am going to buy loads of stuff, get cute pjs on and we are gonna chill" I smile and she flys out of the room, I grab my pjs out of my closet and throw them on. I walk downstairs, still a bit wobbly and sit on the sofa.
~Flashback~
"You slut"
~Normal~
I start shaking and crying, I hug my legs and rock back and forwards