Chapter 17

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(: October

"So this really happening?" I asked.

"Yes. I'm sorry baby, I had to do it."

"Why?" I asked dryly. Dre held my hand.

"I had to. If I didn't you wouldn't be here."

"Well good day. I guess that's a thanks you. The police could've help you."

I stood up and walked out. No tears fall, why should they. Don't want to be in my life that's fine with me, I don't need you. I sat in Dre car waiting on him getting pissed. Dre got in putting a piece of paper in his wallet. The whole ride back to my place was silent. We flew back home for thoe shit. I could be sexing on the beach again. I had so much fun , I didn't want to leave. The sex was even better. No matter what I try to think about the "meeting" keeps running threw my mind. Why do people think it's okay to play games with my emotions? Am I toy or a game? Is if fun? Are you just that heartless? To it crack you up to see my pain? Is it that important ? Once you leave my life please don't think you can enter again, cause the password will change. Ughh, beyond pissed.

I sat on my bed playing on my phone, while Dre "left for work". Nigga please your still on vacation. Everybody is just getting on my last nerve , like ugh! One thing is lies and can fuck everything up. Stopped in the middle of my thought , my phone ringed.

"What!" I answered.

"Damn bitch you alright?" Leah asked.

"Yeah. What you want ?"

"Geez, can't check up on my friend ? But I have good news."

"Yes."

"I'm pregnant."

"Awee, by Mike?"

"No. Um this one guy I met."

Something seems off, she's quick to tell me her info. This bitch hiding something.

"Name.."

"He go by Ron....."

"BITCH! My ex Ron ??"

"Uh-uh"

I hung up on that bitch. He wanna be fucking my friends and shit. Now I reached my boiling point. I tied my hair in a bun and put on my Jay's. Im already in sweats and a tee. I jumped in my car and sped off.

"Who the fuck is you!" Some chick yelled as I rushed passed her into Ron build.

"Yo baby daddy mistress." I yelled back.

I banged on Ron door, and guess who opened it! A big belly Leah. I laughed my fucking ass off.

"Yeah um... About that std?" I asked putting my hands on my hip.

"Fuck you mean?!" Ron said.

"Nothing." She said eyeing me.

"No. You wanna be that hoe, let it be known!" I yelled.

"I'ma call the police if you don't leave." She said stepping in the hallway.

"Baby girl, I don't give a damn. How you gonna let me cry on your shoulder about HIM and now YOU fucking him. Wait you been fucking him, behind my back. And YOU RON is just as nasty as I thought . Yes honey she has a std, she told me a couple weeks ago. She got it a couple days after FUCKING ME! AND SHE'S A STRIPPER JUST LIKE ME!!!" I yelled.

"Yo what's going on?" Alex asked coming out his apartment.

"Something that don't involve you." I snapped.

"Man lose that tone."

"Or what ! You gonna call me fat? You gonna fuck my life up again? You gonna make me damn near kill my self again? Huh?" I yelled.

I didn't mean to snapped but they pushed my buttons.

"What you mean?" He asked stepping out of his door.

"Nothing. Know what fuck all of you. Thought I had friends." I said walking away.

"You did till you fuck me." Ron laughed.

Within point five seconds I was on top of him choking him looking him dead in the eye.

"I fucked you cause I wanted too. You made me your girl then played me. You said you loved me then lied. I wish I never fucked you! Matter fact I wish I could've killed my self back in high school. You wanna keep on playing this little role huh? Don't make me act a ass." I stood up and walked out.

Alex came running after me. I'ma let him have it too.

"What !" I yelled.

"What did I ever do to you?"

"You called me fat and ugly."

"And I was young."

"And so was I. I didn't know nothing about how to take care of my self. My mother left me at the age of three. I didn't have a mother figure to help me! I had no body! My dad was always gone! You always bullied me! I became depressed, not eating. Killing my self to fit in. Running from mid night to the sunrise on summer days to perfect. Only eating fruit and drinking water. Popping any pill that said Diet. I almost overdose three times. Freshmen year 'chunky' was my name. I tried killing my self over and over freshmen year. That summer I worked my ass off trying to please every fucking body! I was on the hospital for a week ! A fucking week ! After that I still was killing my self. All because YOU had them kids picking on me. I never talked to any boy but Kash , cause he always make me feel good inside. And played me too. Ron, thought I had somebody. Wrong played me too. The guy I'm with know, might be playing me too. I never know! But thank you for fucking my life up."

I let the tears fall and got in my car driving home. My eyes was blurry I couldn't see. I tried blinking but before I knew it I ran straight into a tree. My head banged the window. I felt blood ooze out. My head was spinning as my leg ached in pain. I turned my head to the left seeing a car rammed into me. My body slowly shook as I closed my eyes.

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I'm pissed right now! These niggas homie hop more then girls do. This nigga was just on my team and when I mention my friend he hop on her team. Ctfu! #fucktheseniggas.

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