Just Write It. #1

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Dealing with this pressure of everyone not knowing. Is killing me making me feel like crap. My family won't take it well.. Their homophobes and hate gays and lesbians.. But I'm just Bisexual.. So this might help right .. Maybe not..

No one knows. Not a single soul..

I'm just a girl.. Highschool.. Is rough seeing other girls and guys who are open with their sexuality make me want to be like them.. Not to worrie anymore. But I've been thinking their still must be that feeling of not fitting in when you tell people. And be open about it.

I've known that I was/am Bisexual since I was in 7th grade and have been dealing with this pressure of not knowing how life will be like when I do tell..

The ridicule.. It will be the worst.. Caliming that I only want attention like so many have before me and it's not any thing like that is my Life and sexuaity I want to be happy when I'm older either having a partner with a Man or with a Woman.. My sexuality is my own choice and it just so happens that I like the shape of an woman and man.

It's odd for me to be admitting this to anyone but once I press the upload button that people will know and its making my stomach fill with butterflies..

Theirs alot people don't know about me.. Like I am attracted to my best friend.. And she'll randomly sit on my lap.. It gets awkward for me..

With the community that we all live in today there is no acceptance at all with out any ridicule and I'm not saying that their shouldn't be cause' I'm not. Just I don't want my realionships to be affect by me Coming out...

I love my family and I couldnt live without my friends and I really don't want to lose any of them be doing so I just want this growing pressure off my shoulders.. 

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This is entirely open to my viewers take my advice if any one is feeling pressure to comeout of If they already have and are still feeling uncomfortable. I love all you and so foes alot of other people..  

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