My life

WHO I Am

Hi , my name is Perla I'm am 13 going on 14 in October . I have been living a couple years with pre-diabeties and depression . It has not been easy on me at all . When I was younger I never really knew what to do. I always lived my life as a girl who didn't have any friends, always ate alone and cried myself to sleep every night . Ive been bullied every since I was in prekindergarten, I never really knew why and I still don't understand. The one thing I never came to understand was why the people were doing it. All they seem to really care about being funny they would say things like " she's fat lets make fun of her". The only thing that really kept me going was the fact that I knew i was going to be able to live another day if I wanted to. The only thing that made me want to was thinking of others and realizing that if I didn't have my family I don't know what I would do. So every day I thought  what about my parents, what will they do without me how is their world going to be without me, is it going to be better, will it be worse. I never really realized that life isn't all fun and games it's more about thinking if you're going to live the next day which is the only thing I thought about when I was younger. I'm going to understand that life isn't easy and that I was going to go through somethings would block my way. I loved to listen to much music which helped me relax myself. When I was younger I didn't really understand what the song was trying to say. But in a sense I knew.It was trying to; in a sense communicate and tell me that it was going to be OK and that all that I just had to
be positive. I just started thinking about the positives in my life I gained my friends I started socializing more and I just became a more positive person. Then I met some people and I loved being with them ,they were my life and joy they kept me going. But little did I know that these people would soon crash me and it would ruin me. I was dating someone and I really liked him but then realized that he was not the one for me .