Here I am today , dealing with everyday struggles , living life as a "normal" teen. But I'm different . I don't worry about what I'm going to wear tommorow , or how I'm going to look , if my eyebrows are on fleek . I worry about if I'm going to live another day . I worry about wether or not I will be judged today ,If I'm going to be called out for the way I am ,if I'm going to pretend to be " just fine". Somethings in life are going to be hard and that's the way God wants it to be . I'm going to be honest , because of all my struggles , I think , well if God exists why hasn't he helped me , why hasn't he cured me , why is he letting all this bull shit happen to me ! I have denied God as a person , spirit , and savior and has only thought that he was some stupid icon people believe in . Little did I know this was the way he wants my life to go , then so be it , if he wants me to commit the biggest mistake of my life , live as a girl with no peace , fine , let it be that way . I'm only living like this because HE wants me to be this way .
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My life
Non-FictionThis is a short story of my life and things I had to do trough at such a young age ( I am currently 13 ) and I have been going through with depression ever scince I was 9 , and let me tell u it wasn't easy but I try to move forward and live happy ❤️
