Why can't anybody see that i'm hurting...
Bad.
I remember when i was younger i used to be this happy giggly little ball of sunshine.
Now?
I don't know?
I feel useless.
Broken.
Dead.
Please help me.
Somebody.
Anybody.
Mommy?
Daddy?
Please help me.
Your little girl is broken and i feel like i'll never get fixed.
Please.
I.
Need.
Help.Maybe that will help me?-picture above-
Sure..
The cigarettes will make me feel calm.
The pills?
Well they'll make me feel happy.
Or at least for a little bit.
The blades?
Well they help me focus on a different pain right now.
Some people say that "cutters" are desperate and that they,
We.
Are only wanting attention.
No.
You're wrong.
You're all wrong.
We do this because the pain we feel on our wrists.
Thighs.
might not be as strong as the pain we feel on the outside.
But it gives us a distraction.
You may feel like the pain isn't worth to push through or to fight.
Well it is.
Don't ever take your life because you're unhappy at the moment.
You will regret it.
I promise you that if you take your life that , yea sure in the moment you're taking all the pain away.
But in reality you're only giving it to someone else.
Your mom.
Your dad?
Sister
Brother
Grandma
Grandpa
Aunt
Uncle
Bestfriend?
Teacher
Or maybe even the guy/girl you had a crush on.
You may think that no one cares.
Well you're wrong.
They may not be showing it at the moment but trust me when i say this
They care.
So please don't take your life.
Please.
You will grow up and can be anything you want.
A doctor
Actor
Singer?
Mabey even the president.
Ha i don't know but i guarantee you will if you stick around long enough to see.
Your life will get better.
You just have to give it a chance.
If you guys need anybody to talk to or ask questions then ask me.
Inbox me.
Ask.
I'll make sure to answer.
Use me as your own personal suicide line.
If you need a friend take the time to reach out to me and i promiss i will do my best to be your friend.
I will be
Your friend.