Is It Worth It (FS Sequel)

Don't Go

Ja'Kaylon
"B-baby please don't go. Ok now that I have been mad at you for awhile, but you know I love you too much to let you go" I cried "please, don't leave me here with three kids on my own. I need you, WE need you"

I laid my head down on his lap and cried. I really can't be alone with three toddlers. I refuse to raise three kids by myself.

I was there with my baby all day. After I left the hospital, I stopped by Micky D's to get the kids something to eat. I went to Kehlil and Alexis' house to get the kids.

"Hey Lexi" I said

"Hey"

"Where is my Meme"

"She is knocked out like the others"

I nodded and went in the living room. I saw them all on the sofa sleeping. I helped Lex clean up the toys that were on the floor.

I took the kids to the car. Kehlilwas at the hospital. I told Lex my good byes and left.

I woke them both up to take a bath and get ready for bed. That's exactly what they did, and went right back to sleep.

I went up stairs and got ready for bed.

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***4months***
I woke up and did my hygiene stuff. I took a shower and got dressed. I put on white and black bandana print joggers, a plain white shirt, and white sandals. I left my hair curly down, I put a part on the side and mascara on. I put on clear lip gloss.

I went down stairs to make breakfast. As I was about to finish, Dre came downstairs rubbing his eyes. "Hey stank" I kissed his forehead

"Hey moma" he said and sat at the table. Not long after Jaz came down. I put plates in front oof them an got my own plate. I sat down and ate with them. They talked the whole time.

"Okay got upstairs and take your baths and brush your teeth" I said

"Wace you" Jaz said taking off

"No Jaz, you cheated" Dre ran after her

I just picked up the plates and laughed. They are a handful. I washed the dishes and went upstairs. I went I Jasmine's room to see the matching me. I put her curly hair in a bun.

"Look at my baby girl"

"Mommy you look like me"

I laughed "no, I was dressed first, so you look like me"

She came with me to Dre's room to see him struggling to put on his shirt. I giggled and pulled the shirt down. Both of my babies matched me but they had on all white air force ones.

"Wanna go see daddy with me"

"Yayyy" they shouted

"Wait we gotta take pictures first" I said

We got in the mirror and posed. I posted it on Instagram.

C.J.D.J.: look and me and my babies matching for the day🙌👪

I put my phone in my pocket and took hem outside. I grabbed my keys, lipgloss, and money. I headed to the car with my kids behind me. I waited till they were strapped in to put on my seatbelt and start the car.

When we pulled up the hospital, they spent no time getting out of the car. I got out and ran to catch up with them. I caught them and stopped them.

"Stop running" I said they stopped an I grabbed their hands

We walked to the gift shop and bought some flowers. I have bought flowers, cut his hair, shaved him, and brought the kids every day over the past four months. I just wish Cardea would wake up already.

I am six months and I want my baby back. I miss the sex, the foot rubs, back and belly messages. I miss my baby.

"Mommy why are you crying" Jaz said

"Awe mommy just thinking" I said

We walked to Cardea's room to see him awake. The kids ran to him and his face lit up.

"I missed you so much" I cried

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Yayyyyyyy, I know you guys didn't want him to die and I couldn't

Love y'all
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