I see you, i see the smile on your face, but you never see my face. you the girl of my dreams. you the girl i strive so hard just to even see you let alone meet you. you would know how i think, feel, see, and hear things and you would be the person who has the deepest access to my heart and my thoughts, and i would be the same, i would listen if you ever started speaking, i would hold you whenever you wanted, you would be that important. i thought i had you once, but now i know that i was wrong and i think i need to just get over my shyness and go out exploring the big citys around me, some examples are San Fransisco, Oakland and possibly elcerrito or elsobronte. pretty much areas i have never been to, just go somewhere blindfolded and try to find my way around and finding food and finding a way to go home and enjoy my house more than just a place to go when im tired or need to do homework and play videogames. if i find that girl i would never be sad, be less angery all the time or maybe stop being so emotional and scarred. you are my impossible girl and if your name is Clara i would have the biggest nerdgasm because i am a Whovian. and i am looking for my impossible girl. if i saw my impossible girl i would jump for joy everynight and everyday. she would be the only one person who gets me to dance and sing without a care in the world. it would be one of the happyest days in my life when i find, kiss, marry and have children with her. im still looking, will always be looking, and will never stop looking. and i hope i find her.
