Mine ✄ Troyler

➹Prologue➹

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He was fool to think it would last forever really. He was even dumber to hold on to it even after it was over.

"I hate this just as much as you do, but this just won't work Troye."

He couldn't remember the last he talk to Tyler personally. He had been so thrown off by the break up that he shut down. He had given so much to him, and did so much for him, hell he had dived head first into the relationship only to drown. But he still loved him. He still wanted to hold him like he use too, he still wanted to see the smile every morning he woke up. He still wanted him, but he couldn't have him anymore.

So he was stuck in an endless cycle of anger and depression he didn't understand his to control. After so many harsh break ups one can only last so long, and Troye had been through quite a few.

When it came to relationships he was foolish. His body moved to fast for his mind, his thoughts came out before they could be stopped, sometimes he didn't even feel like he was in control of himself. Like his body reacted how it wanted when he fell for someone. It sickened him to think he could be so clueless.

There was always someone to blame, someone to push the responsibilities on and Tyler was the last person he fell so deeply for, so of course Troye blames him for his sudden lost of sanity. He wanted nothing more then to show Tyler what he had done and how it felt, but he never had the chance to fully extent his anger. He always got to frighten to to talk to Tyler anyway, so he just takes his pills and kept quiet. But really he hates the quiet.

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I know it's short, I suck ok?
Also Tyler's not dating anyone cause I don't feel like incorporating that into the story.

Andthere'smoretronnormoments
I'm sorry I'm sorry! Just hang in there for me ok? It'll get better and by better I mean more troyler-ish.

I'm bye, don't hate me.