Red Triangle

Uncommitted

I can't believe Jimin said those things. Yeah I know our relationship was complicated, but he had no right. I was dating Namjoon around the time when BTS was new. We were together for a year. However, I knew all the guys for at least a year before they became BTS. I was overseas going to school. I lived with my step-father Young-bae and my mom. Anyhow, Namjoon and I just hit it off he had so much swag that I had to be his. However, when he began BTS he went ghost. He was standing me up on dates, and always making excuses. We never even said that we broke up. We just faded away. I confined in Jimin. Then the next thing I know Jimin and I was a couple. The group was fine with it, but Namjoon was still distant. Jimin was different from Namjoon. They are like night and day. Jimin gave me the attention I needed. He was always texting and calling me. He even made time for our monthly date night on Skype. One day when they were back home for White Day we decided to make love. It was my first time and it was so romantic. There were rose petals everywhere and he even made a love song with Tae and Jungkook for me. It was such a night that I would never forget. But little did I know that all along while we were together he was having sex with the female dancer and random fans. Right after he made love to me he went out and screwed some girl. I mean my scent was still on him. Then three weeks later him and the guys went out after some award show and got lit. Jimin left with some bitch and Namjoon walked in on them. Jimin said she was only sucking his dick. Namjoon was the one to tell me and Hobbie confirmed it.

I went into a deep depression. I felt so stupid. I'm usually a tough girl that is about her business, but I was so dumb when it came to love. I gave Jimin my heart. He knew I was so broken from Namjoon. Well, 3 months later the guys came back for a mini break. At this point I was friends with the guys' girlfriends. Hobbie dated Maddie, Yoongi dated Nabi, Jungkook was with Sely, Kat was with Jin, and Tae was with Koko. I don't know how we ended up having an event, but Namjoon and ended up fucking. I mean like raw hardcore fucking. Everyone was still at the fair thank GOD, but we slipped away and went back to their dorms. Every time Namjoon came back for short visits we would just fuck all day until it was time for him to leave. Then suddenly we just stop speaking then we were speaking again. He would write to me about how he missed me and loved me more than ever. Then I would never hear from him. Jimin and his friendship ended really when Jimin and I began dating, but it got real bad when Jimin found out Namjoon and I was sleeping together.

I guess Jimin is right I am not pure.