I Think I'm in Love With the Biggest Jerk in the World

Confessions and Nightmares

Chapter 20.

I woke up on the couch. A mop of brown curls were the only visible part that I could see of the boy on the floor.

I turned on my phone and glanced at the time.

3:28 AM

I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't so I got up and went to the bathroom. When I got back, Harry was putting in a movie.

"What movie are you watching?" I asked quietly so my mom wouldn't wake up.

He jumped and turned around. When he saw it was me, his muscles relaxed.

"Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 2."

"I didn't even know I owned that movie." I stated, sitting down.

"You don't." He grinned and backed up from the TV as the previews started to show.

He grabbed a blanket from the floor and sat down next to me. My legs were on his lap and he draped the blanket over both of us.

The movie started and Harry was glued to the screen. He didn't even blink. I, on the other hand, was tired as hell. My eyelids drooped closed and I felt the couch and blanket shift.

Someone was breathing on my face, (most likely Harry).

"I knew this movie would make you tired. That's why I put it in." He was whispering to me. I didn't want him to know I was awake so I kept my eyes closed. "I don't really know how to act around you, it's like I feel like I'm going to mess this up and then you'll go running away just like Mom did." He sniffled and I felt a drop of water hit my face. He was crying.

"I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm going to fuck up. And I know I will never be able to say this to you when you're conscious, but you're the only constant in my life. I really think I love you and I hope we can raise a family when we're older. If you're not ready for sex I will wait until you are. I love you Add, forever and always." He placed a light kiss on my forehead and then one on my lips. "Sleep tight, Princess."

I felt the couch move and I could hear him sniffling and turning off the TV.

Did he really just admit that to me?

What happened between him and his mom?

My brain was whirring as I drifted off to sleep and I knew that my dreams would be occupied by the one and only, Harry Styles.

------------------

"Harry Styles, you get your lazy ass back here and clean this up!" I screamed.

"No! You're the woman in this household! You get a fucking broom and clean it up!"

Harry had shattered a vase when I wouldn't go to a club with him. We didn't have enough money for a babysitter so I decided I would stay home and watch Darcy.

"Shut up Harry! No swearing when Darcy will hear!"

"I will swear wherever and whenever the fuck I want!"

"Do you want her to end up like you? A misfit who's Dad ran away?! I suggest you get the hell out if you're gonna continue to act like this!"

"Fine then! I will!" My eyes grew wide in terror as he walked towards me. His hands grabbed my shoulders and started shaking me. I thrashed in his grasp.

"Let go! Let go of me, you freak!"

"Addison wake up! Its your mother!"

My eyes flew open when I realized it was just a nightmare.

I glanced around for Harry but he must have left to get ready for his party.

My mom was staring down at me with concerned eyes.

"Are you alright?" She asked.

"Yeah I'm fine. It was just a nightmare." I gave her a fake smile.

She bought it and walked away. Just then, my phone rang.

"Hello?" I asked.

"HI it's Harry. I was just wondering if you're still coming to my party?"

"Yep!"

"I'll give you a ride so be ready at 5:00."

"Ok! Thanks again!"

"Love you." He said quietly.

"Love you too. Bye."

I hung up and set my phone down.

I really wanted to ask him about last night, but if he knew I had heard him, he might not trust me with anymore secrets.

I pushed the thoughts out of my head and went upstairs.

It's party time.

---------------------------------------

A/N

Happy birthday Liam!!

You're finally 20!

Thank you guys for reading and voting!

Wel next week, I go back to school and I won't have as much time to update, just an FYI.

Chapter 20 already?!?

Haha I just realized today is Liam's 20th birthday AND my 20th chapter. Coincidence? I think not. jk.

ily guys so much and I hope you continue to read my stoies!

-Julia xx