The Adventures of Jayce and Scout: Jayce's Perspective

I Apologize

I apologize for not updating as much as I thought I was going to. I've already said it, and I realize I'm being quite redundant when I say this, but I still apologize. I'm also sorry if there are any typos since I'm currently writing this on my phone wide awake at 1 am here, so here's another apology. (Please don't psycho analyze me for my constant apologizes.)

So... not a lot has happened since my last update a while ago, like almost a month. More drama at school (I swear if these certain people don't get their actions together they're getting punched in the face. I understand being confused, but you shouldn't f**k with people's emotions like that. You just shouldn't. It's wrong. Rude. Inconsiderate. Sorry... I was having an exsistantial crisis earlier [danisnotonfire, my insipration/favorite youtuber.] We'll that happened so back to this before I get so lost rambling on I forget why I'm even writing this. I hate adhd. Isn't it supposed to get better with age? I swear mines getting worse.)

So... more drama at school, more trouble for me and Scout, Netflix, exsistantial crisis, ice cream, music, and more Netflix. So me personally, have like several different Playlist for certain emotions like pı$$ed off, calm, shower, tired, sad, happy, and of course hyper, etc. I've spent my whole spring break so far either on netflix, sleeping (which I never sleep, when I do, don't interrupt me since it's most likely the only sleep I've gotten in several days. I never slept for a week once and was still hyper most of the time. Yeah I get its bad but I can never sleep), or listening to my sad Playlist which involves "emo" depressing music. Like the "emo" side of the "emo" music I listen to anyways (my social studies teacher even calls me "emo" but we always tell each other about bands so we cool). I honestly hope I'm punctuating this right. I'm seriously sorta trying. I'm putting effort, but not really caring...

I'm sorry for my sucky adhd and losing topic... just depression recently... literally almost my whole spring break is depression so far... I've finished several shows on Netflix over spring break and we're only on the 3rd day of official spring break! I also almost never draw or read unless I'm reading fanfic on this or reading an article or something on buzzfeed but I finished and started several books so far. I've been texting Scout quite a bit, but she got a limit on her phone and texts so we barely text that much since she doesn't want to get in trouble. I'm never depressed with her around and ever since that limit, everything just sucks now. I think the only good thing so far that's happened was 10 Year's of Amazingphil! I rewatched every video of his to celebrate, and even had cat whiskers, and wore plaid, didn't cuss (it's physically impossible for me to try to not cuss. I think it's disrespectful to cuss in front of your parents, but they actually attempted to set up a swear jar from all the times they hear me screaming a strong line of cuss words whike watching like supernatural, black butler, or like the Vampire Diaries. I have a habit of screaming dammìt Damon while watching that...) I'm getting off track... well I celebrated and did the same thing I did on his bday. I was so focused on celebrating I totally forgot about it being the same day of my dad's bday and was more focused on amazingphil's bday. No ragrats (I know... it's one of my favorite movies I had to).

Scout drew an amazing rose on her wall. It's so BADA**. It's amazing.

I failed earlier while watching batman vs superman in theaters today. Okay, so I'm exactly like danisnotonfire at a theater. Whenever there's a quiet moment, I don't move, if there's popcorn in my mouth, it's gonna get soggy since I won't even breathe when those moments happen. So during the previews, there's tons of those. During those times, the whole theatre was silent besides a group if 4 teenagers, 2 girls, 2 boys. They were all making out and being more obnoxious than scout and I together (that's almost impossible to beat) So during those moments of silence, all you'd hear was making out and laughing. They got up and moved to a new seat, okay so this is the fail, while they got up, I stuck my foot out to trip one of them. I didn't trip any of the ones that were being the loudest, I tripped the quietest, most attractive out of the group. FAIL! Like how do you fail that? I don't know either.... Then they moved and I swear to God they got louder. I texted scout complaining and she told me to tell them off. I said can you not? You're really loud and some people wanna actually enjoy this movie, not hear sex noises thanks and walked out to go use the restroom before it started. I came back into the correct theatre number and they all gave me a death glare. I tried to flip them off, but remembered my dad was in the theatre so I smiled and sat down. They got louder towards the middle of the movie. During a quiet but music playing scene, I noticed everyone else in the theatre was getting annoyed to, so I stood up and turned around, facing them, and said "can you not? I'd you're gonna watch it, watch it, so shut up and so with your making out, take a breath and watch the movie before I go and punch you in the face." I got an applause from my sister and this little boy in the theatre. I felt accomplished. It was still a good movie. I don't usually watch movies multiple times in theatre but I'd definitely go see it again.