Why Can't You Belive That I Love You•Sally

GAY OR NAH• CHAP4

Stevie POV
As I walked in to the cafeteria I smiled to myself thinking about how I made Ally Hills blush. Omg she's so god damn cute, wow I have a crush on a girl, haha bet it's just nothing I'm straight anyways. I walked to the table that all of my friend's were sitting on and we talked about our weekends and cheer practice after school, the bell went I knew that now it was double Spanish with the most bitchy-st teacher in the whole school, even some of the other teachers are scared of her. As me and my best friend Cammie were walking to class I asked her "Where's Shannon?" Shannon is Cammies girlfriend they have been together since they were 13 that's almost 5 years. Everyone in our school is accepting of the LGBT+ community, it's so annoying because I respect people that are gay but the rest of my family don't, there all very religious, and think that woman are slaves to men, I've always hated that, men can be with men and women can be with women. It's nobody but yourself that need to be comfortable with your sexual orientation. "Oh, she's with Danny and Ally!" She responded, as soon as she said Ally's name I don't know why but there was a flicker in side and I got butterflies. Even Cammie noticed it, a couple of times people have asked me if I am gay and have a crush on Ally. "Hey Stevie!" Cammie yelled. "Oh um yeah, sorry I was thinking about..." But she cut me off and said "Ally!". I wasn't sure yeah I mean I look at women and think how hot or pretty they are but I've never thought about being gay or even bi. Well I never find myself attracted to men, and I've just always had a stronger connection with woman. Then I realised I was mid conversation with Cammie. " Cam, can I ask you a sort of personal question?" I askwd. "Yeah, sure." She said sort of timidly. "How did you know you was... Um gay?" I was a bit afraid of asking but she seemed ok with the question. "Well when I was younger I got really worried, because I thought I was incapable of loving or being loved. I thought I would die alone, because when your young you think about growing old with a man and having children. So I thought I couldn't because I wasn't physically or emotionally attracted to men. So I became depressed and anti-socil. I lost my friend because I was sad and would speek to them. Then I moved here to LA and saw to girls kissing and they looked so happy together and there and then I realised I am able to love just with a woman." She said as we carried on walking to class. "Wow that was some deep shit, cammie." I said I realised now that I may be gay. But I was scared because of my family. "Now can I ask you a question, Stevie" I had I feeling I knew what she was going to ask, but I let her continue. "Sure, anything." I replied pretending that I don't already know what she is going to ask. "Ok, are you gay or even bi?" She asked. I staired at her blankly. "I think I might be... gay." I said it was hard to say I mean it should of been easy I mean it just another word. She looked at me in 'aww' and said "I know your scared because of your parents being homophobic, but it's ok, if they love you they will accept you for you. And don't worry I will keep this to myself till your ready. I just gave her a worm smile and huged her. "Thank you so much Cam, you really are my best friend." I said. "And if you ever need anyone to talk to I am always here night and day, because I know how lonley it can get."
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Vote Wow interesting chapter, this really was a special capter for me because what I wrote for Cammie realising she was gay is actually my true story, I'm out to all my family but my dad still thinks I'm straight. Thank you for reading and comment and vote!
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