心 || YoonMin

Prologue {reupload; 2015}

"I want to experience the nervous feeling of being more than friends but less than a lover."
- Min Yoongi

I felt his lips trailing down my neck and his warm breath against it was tickling me. Each of his touches were burning themselves through my thin skin. And sometimes, when he looked up directly into my eyes, I felt my heart skip a beat.

But when we finish, he would leave me again.
He would not touch me. He would not look into my eyes. He would not say my name like it is the only thing he knows.

He would just pretend to be normal friends.
He was always good in pretending things.
Pretending to be fine. Pretending to know everything. Pretending to look like he doesn't care. And pretending to be strong. You might think he doesn't feel anything, but he is just really good in pretending.
I myself am even confused. Is he just pretending to hate me or does he genuinely like me. I don't know.